
Gogetacel
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- Oct 21, 2024
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Smooth jazz. That’s it. Everyone I know online and most of the people I know irl are gonna be locked in this Valentine’s Day, while I’m going on 19 years lonely. This is fucking disgusting. How can I not fucking hate myself? Like dude, I look into my mirror, and all I see is what I could’ve been, but all of my options are out. I’m going to die a lonely failure. Can’t kill myself because I’m too scared, and can’t ER because I don’t wanna fuck up and survive the to see the aftermath. I might go on a .is post marathon too, but we’ll see.