I had to witness their shameless acts of passionate kissing, fondling and grinding everyday while being stuck in a infinite loop of self pity and hatred. It felt like they were mocking me for being a loser virgin. And those bluepilled faggots are always spewing bullshit on how to treat foids nicely. So I tried to be as polite to her as I could. I used to greet her with a simple "Hi" everyday but she never returned the gesture. All I got was a look of disgust and hatred from her.
She resented me because I was ugly. She loathed the fact that I shared the room with her Chadlite boyfriend and she had to look at my hideous face everyday. I had seen those porn movies on FakeHostel in which the foid makes out and blows the roommate after her boyfriend falls asleep. And this bitch didn't even had the decency to greet me politely. The only time she was polite was when she had to ask me to leave the room so that they could fuck peacefully. And I used to obey her like a fucking retarded cuck just to get her to like me.
What the fuck is wrong with my cucked male brain? Even after years of reading blackpill theories, even after being ridiculed and rejected by foids, even after being told that I'm an ugly subhuman, my biological urges still tricks my cucked brain into thinking that there is hope left. I've been condemned to live a life of suffering and unfulfilled desires and it shall be so till the day I die. No foid will look at me the way she looks at my roommate, no foid will kiss me in front of the whole world and say "I love you", no foid will bring condoms and ask my roommate to leave the room so we could fuck like animals. IT'S FUCKING OVER.
So if it can't happen for me, I won't let it happen for anyone. I realized that if I didn't leave the room they wouldn't be able to fuck anymore.
So last week when she walked up to me and her beautiful, innocent eyes met mine and with those soft, gentle lips she said "Do you mind, we need some space".
I hesitated a bit and said "No, I've got work to do".
She was taken aback a little but she knew how to convince guys, she's been doing that for years. So she leaned in a bit more and said "Please" in that sweet, mellifluous voice of hers.
In that blissful moment I realized that I have never been this close to a foid ever before. The radiant glow coming from her face was more divine than ever before. I could see the rose colored tints on her cheeks and those eyelashes curving perfectly towards the end and all I wanted to do was brush my hands through her soft golden hair, pull her closer and feel her breathe against my face. Fuck, Chads are so blessed and fortunate.
But I didn't succumb to my uncontrollable desires. Somehow I mustered up all the courage I had and screamed "FUCK OFF CUNT".
She was shocked and angry. She cursed me and stormed out. My roommate got mad, said things to me and went after her. I haven't seen her since.
I didn't feel bad at all. In fact, I felt more powerful than ever before. I took their sex away from them just like they took it away from me. If I had the power I'd take away the sex from every last human on this planet. I'd condemn them to the same suffering and misery I go through. I'll show the world my true worth. My retribution day will arrive and every fucking cunt on this campus will feel my wrath.
She resented me because I was ugly. She loathed the fact that I shared the room with her Chadlite boyfriend and she had to look at my hideous face everyday. I had seen those porn movies on FakeHostel in which the foid makes out and blows the roommate after her boyfriend falls asleep. And this bitch didn't even had the decency to greet me politely. The only time she was polite was when she had to ask me to leave the room so that they could fuck peacefully. And I used to obey her like a fucking retarded cuck just to get her to like me.
What the fuck is wrong with my cucked male brain? Even after years of reading blackpill theories, even after being ridiculed and rejected by foids, even after being told that I'm an ugly subhuman, my biological urges still tricks my cucked brain into thinking that there is hope left. I've been condemned to live a life of suffering and unfulfilled desires and it shall be so till the day I die. No foid will look at me the way she looks at my roommate, no foid will kiss me in front of the whole world and say "I love you", no foid will bring condoms and ask my roommate to leave the room so we could fuck like animals. IT'S FUCKING OVER.
So if it can't happen for me, I won't let it happen for anyone. I realized that if I didn't leave the room they wouldn't be able to fuck anymore.
So last week when she walked up to me and her beautiful, innocent eyes met mine and with those soft, gentle lips she said "Do you mind, we need some space".
I hesitated a bit and said "No, I've got work to do".
She was taken aback a little but she knew how to convince guys, she's been doing that for years. So she leaned in a bit more and said "Please" in that sweet, mellifluous voice of hers.
In that blissful moment I realized that I have never been this close to a foid ever before. The radiant glow coming from her face was more divine than ever before. I could see the rose colored tints on her cheeks and those eyelashes curving perfectly towards the end and all I wanted to do was brush my hands through her soft golden hair, pull her closer and feel her breathe against my face. Fuck, Chads are so blessed and fortunate.
But I didn't succumb to my uncontrollable desires. Somehow I mustered up all the courage I had and screamed "FUCK OFF CUNT".
She was shocked and angry. She cursed me and stormed out. My roommate got mad, said things to me and went after her. I haven't seen her since.
I didn't feel bad at all. In fact, I felt more powerful than ever before. I took their sex away from them just like they took it away from me. If I had the power I'd take away the sex from every last human on this planet. I'd condemn them to the same suffering and misery I go through. I'll show the world my true worth. My retribution day will arrive and every fucking cunt on this campus will feel my wrath.
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