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My brain is broken and dopamine receptors are fried

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I was meant to be studying and working on projects for the past 8 hours but every time I wrote a sentence of whatever I would "reward" myself with switching tabs between random websites. As a result I did about 20 minutes of actual work in those 8 hours. I'm keep thinking about my loneliness and the shit I had to endure and it's making me so angry.
How the fuck do you guys have the motivation and mental clarity to go to college, work etc? I feel like i'm going insane. I've said this to myself for many years now, but I really am very close to my breaking point.
 
Try taking mushrooms or mdma
 
I was meant to be studying and working on projects for the past 8 hours but every time I wrote a sentence of whatever I would "reward" myself with switching tabs between random websites. As a result I did about 20 minutes of actual work in those 8 hours. I'm keep thinking about my loneliness and the shit I had to endure and it's making me so angry.
How the fuck do you guys have the motivation and mental clarity to go to college, work etc? I feel like i'm going insane. I've said this to myself for many years now, but I really am very close to my breaking point.
its over bro.
Feel the same.
I am caged in my own mind
 
Being satisfied with working for something that doesn’t give you a tangible reward is a low IQ trait
 
I left college due this particular reason, nofap helped for a while but i really didnt know what to do.

How old are you btw? Any addictions?
 
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doing this rn as i have tabs open that i should be working on
 
you gotta push it to the limit, get high on weed or shroomz and do your work :feelsLSD:
 
I left college due this particular reason, nofap helped for a while but i really didnt know what to do.

How old are you btw? Any addictions?
I'm 20. Not really, no. I guess i'm addicted to LDARing. The only thing that brings me some sort of joy is checking for notifications here and watching youtube videos, going for walks etc. No longer enjoy video games as I have no attention span and you actually have to put in some effort into them. I don't like consciously putting effort into something that's a waste of time.
I coom every second day so I wouldn't say i'm addicted, maybe in the normie sense idk.

you gotta push it to the limit, get high on weed or shroomz and do your work :feelsLSD:
I'm a total loser lol I don't know any weed dealers.
 
You ought to Jack off all over everything
 
i found the Blackpill after college. if i had found it back then its an instant rope.
 
I have no attention span and you actually have to put in some effort into them. I don't like consciously putting effort into something that's a waste of time.
I'm going through this same issue. I don't enjoy games, tv shows or youtube videos anymore as i used to. It requires as u said a lot of willpower and effort. I got a lot of free time but i can't find motivation on anything other than sleep & fap. That's been my life these latest 6 months.

In my case i have depression & porn addiction but im not really sure if that's the source for this behavior. If you find out and dont mind please dm me.
 
i found the Blackpill after college. if i had found it back then its an instant rope.
I don't care about the blackpill since most of what is generally accepted as being a blackpill I don't agree with. I know my problems are from the way my brain is wired and shitty upbringing. I know this is an unpopular opinion and people will call it a cope, but looks aren't my problem.

I'm going through this same issue. I don't enjoy games, tv shows or youtube videos anymore as i used to. It requires as u said a lot of willpower and effort. I got a lot of free time but i can't find motivation on anything other than sleep & fap. That's been my life these latest 6 months.

In my case i have depression & porn addiction but im not really sure if that's the source for this behavior. If you find out and dont mind please dm me.
Yeah, of course.Porn addiction isn't really a cause for anything imo, it's a symptom. Happy people aren't coomers.
 
I'm going through this same issue. I don't enjoy games, tv shows or youtube videos anymore as i used to.
tbh because you realise all tv shows, videos music are bluepilled piece of shits.
 
Maybe its our lost hope to keep living? I had those type of thoughts even before reading about the blackpill term. There's no goals on my life and no motivation to keep going. As i read somewhere "My body is alive but my mind is dead"

Incels.is, sad music, sleeping and fap are my therapy tools
 
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I was meant to be studying and working on projects for the past 8 hours but every time I wrote a sentence of whatever I would "reward" myself with switching tabs between random websites. As a result I did about 20 minutes of actual work in those 8 hours. I'm keep thinking about my loneliness and the shit I had to endure and it's making me so angry.
How the fuck do you guys have the motivation and mental clarity to go to college, work etc? I feel like i'm going insane. I've said this to myself for many years now, but I really am very close to my breaking point.
Another shit we share and we Are similiar in
 
Braindead thread tbh
As an incel you're SUPPOSED to have no motivation jfl :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic:
 
I have a lot of empathy for you. If I had been depressed at the university, I wouldn't have graduated, like most people I think. Do you have other problems like family problems, drug addiction etc. and any other negative thoughts besides the black pill? Regarding your studies, what do you think of your cognitive abilities? Good luck to you for the future.
 
I cant study anymore. My brain is too fucked up.
I'm keep thinking about my loneliness and the shit I had to endure
That what happens to me, too.
 
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