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My branch of the family is forfeit. My genes will die out with me as I am a failure and loser destined for the dustbin of genetic history. I am a manlet, ugly and can’t attract girls, autistic so I can’t communicate normally and refuse to make eye contact and have been called a freak by an IT member for having autism.
I was born and then I died. I have yet to be buried. I’m a walking corpse with no chance of procreation. I saw a thread today that said a woman got pregnant by having sex with a dead person. Even deceased Chad gets more pussy than me just by lying there dead. He doesn’t have to move or say anything, his looks and bones get him pussy while I rot and get nothing. Ironic.
I have no chance. How can I even compete? But it’s not even about the sex. Companionship would make me happy. But unfortunately I’m not entitled to that. I guess some people will never achieve happiness.
There are too many people in my country. I can’t compete with all of these good looking men. Looks have failed me, as has my personality. There’s no point in even trying. Even if personality did matter, I’d still lose because other people have better personalities than me. I’m naturally shy (hence my namesake) so I can’t be a talkative person with lots of hobbies. I was kind once but now my personality is garbage due to prolonged periods of isolation and self loathing. I have replaced that kindness with hatred and anger.
I’m not special or unique. I have no unique skills, physical features, heritage and ancestry, nothing about me stands out. Everything good about me has disappeared. I’m just a useless 21 year old slob with no hope or future.
Vent over. I don’t feel better. I feel nothing but sadness.
I was born and then I died. I have yet to be buried. I’m a walking corpse with no chance of procreation. I saw a thread today that said a woman got pregnant by having sex with a dead person. Even deceased Chad gets more pussy than me just by lying there dead. He doesn’t have to move or say anything, his looks and bones get him pussy while I rot and get nothing. Ironic.
I have no chance. How can I even compete? But it’s not even about the sex. Companionship would make me happy. But unfortunately I’m not entitled to that. I guess some people will never achieve happiness.
There are too many people in my country. I can’t compete with all of these good looking men. Looks have failed me, as has my personality. There’s no point in even trying. Even if personality did matter, I’d still lose because other people have better personalities than me. I’m naturally shy (hence my namesake) so I can’t be a talkative person with lots of hobbies. I was kind once but now my personality is garbage due to prolonged periods of isolation and self loathing. I have replaced that kindness with hatred and anger.
I’m not special or unique. I have no unique skills, physical features, heritage and ancestry, nothing about me stands out. Everything good about me has disappeared. I’m just a useless 21 year old slob with no hope or future.
Vent over. I don’t feel better. I feel nothing but sadness.
