Maybe it doesn't happen to all brocels here, but I can't hold a conversation with women without them being totally freaked out by me at the end of the interaction My autism makes me say things without thinking too much about people's reactions
There was this girl who lost the earrings her mother had given her and I thought it would be a good idea to tease her about it. The joke I thought of was: “Since nobody gave you anything for your birthday and you lost your earrings, I was thinking of giving you new ones.... do you accept?”; if she said “yes”, I would say that I didn't buy them and that I wouldn't spend money on something retarded like that, ruining her entitlement and teaching her that I won't be her beta orbiter. Finally, there came a time when, talking to her, I tried to make the joke I thought up and it was frightening. She embarrassedly accepted the earrings, thinking that I would just be another beta orbiter, and she started laughing and I lost the timing of the joke and I didn't have the courage to say that I wouldn't be a betabuxx, I just said that “I didn't buy it and that I was kidding her”. Looking back, I think she must have understood it as a pick-up line and that I tried to hit on her or sth like that
Or worse, with this same girl talking about criminal things I said that everyone has at least once thought about killing someone, including me, and she denied it and started laughing nervously with fear. I bet she sees me as a creep freak. It's over if ur ugly and have autism
There was this girl who lost the earrings her mother had given her and I thought it would be a good idea to tease her about it. The joke I thought of was: “Since nobody gave you anything for your birthday and you lost your earrings, I was thinking of giving you new ones.... do you accept?”; if she said “yes”, I would say that I didn't buy them and that I wouldn't spend money on something retarded like that, ruining her entitlement and teaching her that I won't be her beta orbiter. Finally, there came a time when, talking to her, I tried to make the joke I thought up and it was frightening. She embarrassedly accepted the earrings, thinking that I would just be another beta orbiter, and she started laughing and I lost the timing of the joke and I didn't have the courage to say that I wouldn't be a betabuxx, I just said that “I didn't buy it and that I was kidding her”. Looking back, I think she must have understood it as a pick-up line and that I tried to hit on her or sth like that
Or worse, with this same girl talking about criminal things I said that everyone has at least once thought about killing someone, including me, and she denied it and started laughing nervously with fear. I bet she sees me as a creep freak. It's over if ur ugly and have autism
