My half-brother who usually never talks to me, asked me for "girl advice" today morning. Specifically he wanted to know how to make a girl come, because he was going to be having sex for the first time with his GF that evening. When he asked me that, I almost laughed out loud that he chose me to ask it of - then I realized that because his dad's not around anymore, and mine is always at the call center, he had no real male figure to ask that defaulted to me. I felt crushed. Not only cause a kid 13 years my junior managed to be having sex, but, since I have never even seen a girl naked in real life, let alone had sex, I couldn't offer him any meaningful advice. I couldn't be a big brother to him. I would have given him generic advice like vary your strokes, eat her out etc., but I was so fucking nervous, I didn't know what to say, so I just told the truth... that I've never had sex.
He looked so disappointed. He just said, "oh", and left. I don't know how it wasn't obvious that someone like me is a virgin. Maybe he was mocking me, or maybe he just wanted to believe in me, I don't know. I'm at a bar right now cause if I heard my brother and his GF through the walls I would probably go insane. My parents already love him so much more than me, perhaps it's time I packed up and left.
He looked so disappointed. He just said, "oh", and left. I don't know how it wasn't obvious that someone like me is a virgin. Maybe he was mocking me, or maybe he just wanted to believe in me, I don't know. I'm at a bar right now cause if I heard my brother and his GF through the walls I would probably go insane. My parents already love him so much more than me, perhaps it's time I packed up and left.
