Venting most times xanax does nothing

[Limitcel]

but sometimes it leaves me in a state of relaxation, not very deep but comfortable, its like a exit without completely leaving reality, i'm even afraid of sleeping now and waking up tomorrow conscious again, in fact I'm afraid of sleeping and waking up tomorrow again
It's a shame that the price is the total degeneration of my brain but I only sleep with that


View: https://youtu.be/9YE_YxJ7K7M?si=ooX56inKG5GPiWNo

 

[copemaxx9002]

but sometimes it leaves me in a state of relaxation, not very deep but comfortable, its like a exit without completely leaving reality, i'm even afraid of sleeping now and waking up tomorrow conscious again, in fact I'm afraid of sleeping and waking up tomorrow again
It's a shame that the price is the total degeneration of my brain but I only sleep with that


View: https://youtu.be/9YE_YxJ7K7M?si=ooX56inKG5GPiWNo

Just alcohol maxx

 

[Cautious Raven]

Just alcohol maxx

 

[Emba]

Just alcohol maxx

Ok

 

[SubhumanGamer]

Yup jewpharma at its finest

 

[Limitcel]

Just alcohol maxx

i do sometimes

 

[Limitcel]

Yup jewpharma at its finest

I shouldn't even be alive, im genetic trasj, these medicines are the oxygen that makes me live and oxygen itself is a poison

 

[SubhumanGamer]

I shouldn't even be alive, im genetic trasj, these medicines are the oxygen that makes me live and oxygen itself is a poison

These meds are poison but the second you stop taking them the real trouble starts. Life is very cruel under zog rule

 

[Limitcel]

These meds are poison but the second you stop taking them the real trouble starts. Life is very cruel under zog rule

I just can't sleep at all without them, I've been having insomnia for years since I was a teenager, I can't do anything, it's a cycle and it makes me as screwed up as with medication
I really feel like I've lost IQ points since I started taking them which is really brutal for me because my hopes are all in my studies but I had no other option it was this or being zombified by insomnia, I spent years unconscious due to insomnia
I don't take any other anti-depressants, I used to take one but it makes me become a complete simp and makes me feel like people are interested in me, a lie, I don't like lies

 

[Garbage Life]

I miss xanax