On rare ass occasions, my mom basically forces me to come with her outside like last weekend, then she finds any opportunity to take a "creepshot" pic of me without flash so i don't notice until the last second, i went to a dog rescue and as we went into the cage of puppies, they swarmed me, and i noticed her take a pic of me as they did, i immediately felt an intense flood of anger and embarrassment, because i know she would put it on her facebook page for her boomer friends and coworkers to see, and for context, im built like a concentration camp survivor due to growing up malnourished and other shit, so im this rail thin mf with an eye area like Davie504 so i look like im 1 foot in the grave at all times, i kept my mouth shut that weekend due to the fact if i told her to delete those pics she would get extremely butthurt and not buy me a new phone for my Birthday so i stayed silent, and sure enough i looked on her facebook today and i see these pics of me surrounded by dogs and i felt like i was looking at a half-dead 10 year old, just brootal, i have never had a pic of my face on any social media ever, and i hate that i cant put my foot down and tell my mom off that i dont want anyone seeing me cause of how ugly and sickly looking i am, hell one time recently, when we had a loud argument, she said i make her very uncomfortable of how skinny i am even though ive been this way my entire life, 
like does she really love her only son or not, why say that, then take creepshots of me knowing how awful i look for strangers to laugh at on social media,
like does she really love her only son or not, why say that, then take creepshots of me knowing how awful i look for strangers to laugh at on social media, 
