Serious Mixed Feelings

[DrunkDegenerate]

Anyone else feel this strange sensation of both wanting to be able to think like a normie, even an incel one, and be able to enjoy a simple careless life but at the same time feel so disgusted towards them? Perhaps the latter is a cope my brain made, but I really think that even if god would right not give me normie tier, or even chad's looks I still wouldn't have been able to fit it. Am I just mental? There just seems to be something so disgusting and pathetic in people's ignorance towards their fates and this world, really...

 

[_incelinside]

yes, somewhere along the way my neurotypial development got deraled and I cannot think like a normie. I wish I could so I would atleast have friends

 

[patheticmanletcel]

i would be able to fit only if i was chad, if i was a normie i would have all the same insecurities just on a lower lvl of course

 

[spincel]

I know I'd do anything to just be able to drop and forget all this to become a normie, as long as i wouldn't have to remember the way they've treated me.

 

[Hunter]

this is exactly how i feel about it.

 

[Habibo]

Pretty much, just like I kinda hate rich people to death but making money is still my #1 priority in life.

 

[RottingThroat]

You didn't fully swallow black pill yet. It is only half way in you.

 

[DrunkDegenerate]

You didn't fully swallow black pill yet. It is only half way in you.

It's been halfway for about 6 months now, I'm not even sure if it's possible to go full blackpill