It always comes back to me. The memories, the pain. For me personally though, my time was filled with suffering.
The authorities love to abuse their power, and I got fucked over by demonic beings over and over again.
Not only did I miss out on basic stuff like teen love, friends, and even minimally memorable "adventures", but it was filled with pain instead as well.
That reminds me that it might have been a good idea to abort me. I'll never get over the sins of the demons in my life. I haven't lived for most of my life.
Imagine waking up at the age of 16 instead of 0 and realizing that you've missed 16 years, and not just that - They were full of pain and misery.
Now life seems meaningless and empty. I can already see myself get older and in even worse shape and with worse health, only waiting to enter the grave.
That is my mindset, the clock ticks and death awaits. Luckily I currently don't suffer as much, but it's still empty.
Death suits some people better.
The authorities love to abuse their power, and I got fucked over by demonic beings over and over again.
Not only did I miss out on basic stuff like teen love, friends, and even minimally memorable "adventures", but it was filled with pain instead as well.
That reminds me that it might have been a good idea to abort me. I'll never get over the sins of the demons in my life. I haven't lived for most of my life.
Imagine waking up at the age of 16 instead of 0 and realizing that you've missed 16 years, and not just that - They were full of pain and misery.
Now life seems meaningless and empty. I can already see myself get older and in even worse shape and with worse health, only waiting to enter the grave.
That is my mindset, the clock ticks and death awaits. Luckily I currently don't suffer as much, but it's still empty.
Death suits some people better.
