SuicideFuel miserable

[ifeellost]

its so done in every aspect i dont feel like it anymore i just wanna quit like yk 13 reasons why i remember watching that show as 14 yo and loving it umm also yeah i had a run but i dont know man anytime i think about roping i just think was allat for this? die by myself in my room? thats it? all the struggles my parents years of effort for that all these memories information i gained by being chronically online is it gonna die with me? i might be a dickley autist kinkcel virgin shy loser quiet kid but some few people actually know me as someone else my best friend knows who actually i am or my parents? we dont talk much but sure they would be sad
also how do i make a poison would kill me without pain it doesnt feel worth living anymore

 

[ifeellost]

3 am autism

 

[curryboy420]

Just eat a burger and smoke a joint and punch some stuff maybe punch a person in the face who is annoying.

No point making poison if you were good enough at that shit you would already know how to make a few. But the feds might come take you in a van if you get caught buying flagged ingredients. Lots of faggot terrorism shit nowadays.

Also Ur lucky you had a best friend I feel like all my friends were just acquaintances at best

 

[ifeellost]

maybe punch a person in the face who is annoying

i wish

Ur lucky you had a best friend I feel like all my friends were just acquaintances at best

he is a chad mf i know since 10 yo i just mogged by him