What is the point if im unwanted?
I dont understand how people can live alone, Im so completely obsessed with wanting a woman to love me that i cant progress anywhere else in life. I feel like something in my mind is broken, the only advice i get is to focus on myself and find something i enjoy.
I take a whole variety of anti-depressants and see a therapist regularly, and none of it seems to fix this relentless yearning to be loved. To have someone have me.
Nothing captures my interest anymore, I just sit at home in an endless cycle of loneliness, Idk I just need someone, yet no one needs me. I guess im just childish, begging for love while being of no real value to anyone. I really dont identify with incel beliefs, but I also am literally involuntarily celibate, so seeing how much such men are despised just strengthens my belief that id be better off dead.
Im a 21 year old guy in decent shape with nothing really holding me back, and yet Im fully despaired and see no future as it seems im too desperate for love. Idk I just wish my parents hadnt given me a computer as a kid, I feel like women will never see past my desperation, and why should they?
