
nzth
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I was coming back from uni on the bus and i was watching reels on my phone with one airpod on, on my route we pass a middle school and the bus usually gets packed there so i move to the side of the window (i was seated) so someone can sit on the free seat.
Anyways, it gets packed, in the end there are like 10 middle school foids there, not one even daring seat near a fatcel, they put their bags in the seat instead of fucking sitting lol, "maybe they just wanna talk with their friends standing" l i think to myself, then i hear it "so fat... & ugly" while they laugh (mind you i wasnt even looking in their directon so they dont think im a perv or something).
At this moment i feel embarassed and hurt, i hope they are talkling to someone else but "hes on the phone..." comes out of their mouth, its confirmed, they are talking about me, they dont feel ashamed to laugh at someone they dont even know who didnt do anything, i am not human, i am just there to look with disgust and laugh at.
Made this account like a year ago but i thougth about "improving myself" and doubting the community but i feel like this just settles it, there is no point in having a "better attitude" "positivity" and any normie bs feed us so we dont kill ourselves or those who make us suffer.
The world will never change and all we can do is try and cope with it all.
Anyways, it gets packed, in the end there are like 10 middle school foids there, not one even daring seat near a fatcel, they put their bags in the seat instead of fucking sitting lol, "maybe they just wanna talk with their friends standing" l i think to myself, then i hear it "so fat... & ugly" while they laugh (mind you i wasnt even looking in their directon so they dont think im a perv or something).
At this moment i feel embarassed and hurt, i hope they are talkling to someone else but "hes on the phone..." comes out of their mouth, its confirmed, they are talking about me, they dont feel ashamed to laugh at someone they dont even know who didnt do anything, i am not human, i am just there to look with disgust and laugh at.
Made this account like a year ago but i thougth about "improving myself" and doubting the community but i feel like this just settles it, there is no point in having a "better attitude" "positivity" and any normie bs feed us so we dont kill ourselves or those who make us suffer.
The world will never change and all we can do is try and cope with it all.