Minjaze
Living girl repellent
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Same here, it's become an alien emotion.Its legit been years since the last I felt enthusiastic and truly happy.
Prepuberty were the best times, imo no need to deal with any sexual frustrations.I really never felt happiness since puberty. It fucked it all. I miss being a clueless child, playing my Playstation (spiro, ff7, metal gear, spiderman...), reading Mortadelo y Filemón comics, not worrying about having no friends, easily passing ever school test, not paying any attention whatsoever to my physical appearance, not feeling any kind of sex drive, not hating Chads and Stacies because i didnt even know life could be easy or hard... It was really heaven.
The closest thing i feel to a positive feeling nowadays is strong nostalgia. My most basic feelings are rejection and nostalgia, all i feel is in the range of those two...
All of our emotions fluctuates or oscillates. I'm not sure if it's ever possible to remain constantly happy for 100% of the time.i have short bursts of happiness when i am watching a comfy anime that's it. all the other times i just feel sad or sort of neutral and alone this has been going on since i was in middle school.
just wait until anime becomes realI'm not sure if it's ever possible to remain constantly happy for 100% of the time.