Part 1 of my Incel thesis, mainly towards those of IncelTears and deniers of the blackpill. I know it's a lot of text and don't give a shit if you read it or not, I wrote it mainly because I felt like it.
Read as much as you want:
Why do you fixate on virgins, most of here who have never even touched a non family member, instead of the plenty of domestic abusers, rapists and perpetrators of assault in the world?
My only crime is being a 'misogynist incel'. Yes, I am a misogynist. I will not deny it. However, I didn't want it to be that way. I wanted to be happy. I wanted to have a healthy love life, hang out with friends and enjoy life. Not be a depressed, bedridden virgin with nothing to live for. However, because of this, you liken me to the scum of the earth. People who assault women. Those who target women significantly under the age of consent. Why? I have never even made proper eye contact with a woman. I have never hugged a girl simply because I do not know how to. I would probably fuck it up. I graduated high school with women rarely looking at my ugly, yet medically normal face. And you think this isn't grounds for me to form any distaste of the opposite gender. You cannot hate me for being a misogynist because women led me to be this way. I never wanted to hold any hate towards any type of people, yet here I am. Every fucking response you give is one of the following:
-You tell me to ask girls on a date
I have. Plenty of times throughout my life. They have either laughed at me, said no, or accepted only for me to be stood up.
-You tell me to seek therapy
I am both undergoing psychotherapy and receiving medication. I have been co-operating with the instructions of my psychiatrist, and with the appointments allotted to me in therapy. Also, therapy does not transform you from an incel. Most cases of therapy and medication do not work. It is a 'therapeutic journey' that in most cases ends not working, and many times in suicide. It mostly consists of futile discussion and medication that does not work, yet I continue with it.
-You tell me to exercise
I exercise in both bodyweight and cardio exercises when I am not going to the gym. This does not change my bone structure or race into a more appealing one.
-You tell me to dress well, shower, etc
I spend a sizeable portion of my income on clothing and skincare. The truth is, a white crewneck on a tall, skinny male with favourable proportions will beat in appearance a $2000 outfit on me. It is seen as overcompensating (along with going to the gym to an extent). The showers do give you a better jawline and personality but if only if you watch Captain Marvel as well.
-You tell me to lower my standards
It isn't possibly to lower them any more than I have without females thinking I am mentally ill or playing a joke. I am not a picky person of any sort.
You tell me to do anything that magically turns me into something that isn't an incel, simply because you hate my existence. You are disgusted by it, much like all the females who have had to bear mine. I am only 18, yet have gone through 'the best time of my life' with females who want nothing to do with me. At school they thought I was 'ugly and very awkward'.
>you're only 18
That is the point. I have graduated highschool, ended my teens, without any form of admiration whatsoever. Never invited to a party. Never had a female initiate a conversation with me. I don't even have any friends. The only people I have had conversations with since the start of the year are my parents, medical workers and incels.co users.
The truth is, chads/alpha males do exist. They're the ones having a love life. Experiencing life the way you're supposed to. Playing sports as a child. Having lots of male and female friends and girlfriends. Fulfilling every emotional stage in life, satisfied until the end. Me? I get to watch this, by myself. The women I wish I had a chance with, naturally drawn to people who are superior to me. I lost the game before it even began. If you do not have a proper lovelife in your teens, you have fucked neurologically and psychologically fucked yourself beyond recognition. You will never be able to experience it once you have missed it. Aging is death, youth is life.
Let me ask you this. Would you fixate on harassing a female, of whom has a negative opinion of men due to the way she has been treated by them? (abused, PTSD etc) I figure most, if not all of you would say the female is in the right. In my case, should I not hate women for how they have led me to be this way?
I have a right to hate women. I have been ritually ignored, abused or laughed at by them. I have been fucking lied to. Not only by them, but by the males I used to spend time with. I do not just hate women, but humanity in general.
However, I just want to live my life. No, not even that. I fucking hate every second of my life. It is hell. But I don't see why you have to try and make it even worse for me.
I know why you hate us. You hate us because we remind you of yourself, of the worst aspects of you. The prejudice that's deep inside you. You hate us because we're the lowest rung of society. We're scum to you. The meek, pale, misshapen virgin who is too scared to leave his home. The gangly, socially awkward system admin in your office. It is all the same. We are incels. We are sexless. We are experienceless. We are lifeless.
As for females-you do not get a say in this. Your only issue of losing your virginity is how it will happen. For me, it is an unavailability.
All I am asking for is one, just one, reason for why I am wrong and you are right. Why it's okay to bully virgins like me online. I am waiting.
And in case you are a male virgin on IncelTears, or someone who has not had intercourse in half a year:
Understand that there is no logical reason to attack me. We are alike. There is no reason to simp for females who do not fuck you, who do not see sexual value in you. You are not seen as a man, you are a provider who gets nothing in return. Come home and join us, Sigma et al. There is no 'virgin but not incel'. If you are celibate and cannot plan a date within a week or two and get laid, you are an INCEL, no better than me. That goes for all you ex-incel larpers too.
I don't give a fuck about whether you think I'm crazy, racist, retarded etc. I don't have to conform to your societal beliefs and rules. I'm not a person, I'm incel.
LOOKS=LIFE
Read as much as you want:
Why do you fixate on virgins, most of here who have never even touched a non family member, instead of the plenty of domestic abusers, rapists and perpetrators of assault in the world?
My only crime is being a 'misogynist incel'. Yes, I am a misogynist. I will not deny it. However, I didn't want it to be that way. I wanted to be happy. I wanted to have a healthy love life, hang out with friends and enjoy life. Not be a depressed, bedridden virgin with nothing to live for. However, because of this, you liken me to the scum of the earth. People who assault women. Those who target women significantly under the age of consent. Why? I have never even made proper eye contact with a woman. I have never hugged a girl simply because I do not know how to. I would probably fuck it up. I graduated high school with women rarely looking at my ugly, yet medically normal face. And you think this isn't grounds for me to form any distaste of the opposite gender. You cannot hate me for being a misogynist because women led me to be this way. I never wanted to hold any hate towards any type of people, yet here I am. Every fucking response you give is one of the following:
-You tell me to ask girls on a date
I have. Plenty of times throughout my life. They have either laughed at me, said no, or accepted only for me to be stood up.
-You tell me to seek therapy
I am both undergoing psychotherapy and receiving medication. I have been co-operating with the instructions of my psychiatrist, and with the appointments allotted to me in therapy. Also, therapy does not transform you from an incel. Most cases of therapy and medication do not work. It is a 'therapeutic journey' that in most cases ends not working, and many times in suicide. It mostly consists of futile discussion and medication that does not work, yet I continue with it.
-You tell me to exercise
I exercise in both bodyweight and cardio exercises when I am not going to the gym. This does not change my bone structure or race into a more appealing one.
-You tell me to dress well, shower, etc
I spend a sizeable portion of my income on clothing and skincare. The truth is, a white crewneck on a tall, skinny male with favourable proportions will beat in appearance a $2000 outfit on me. It is seen as overcompensating (along with going to the gym to an extent). The showers do give you a better jawline and personality but if only if you watch Captain Marvel as well.
-You tell me to lower my standards
It isn't possibly to lower them any more than I have without females thinking I am mentally ill or playing a joke. I am not a picky person of any sort.
You tell me to do anything that magically turns me into something that isn't an incel, simply because you hate my existence. You are disgusted by it, much like all the females who have had to bear mine. I am only 18, yet have gone through 'the best time of my life' with females who want nothing to do with me. At school they thought I was 'ugly and very awkward'.
>you're only 18
That is the point. I have graduated highschool, ended my teens, without any form of admiration whatsoever. Never invited to a party. Never had a female initiate a conversation with me. I don't even have any friends. The only people I have had conversations with since the start of the year are my parents, medical workers and incels.co users.
The truth is, chads/alpha males do exist. They're the ones having a love life. Experiencing life the way you're supposed to. Playing sports as a child. Having lots of male and female friends and girlfriends. Fulfilling every emotional stage in life, satisfied until the end. Me? I get to watch this, by myself. The women I wish I had a chance with, naturally drawn to people who are superior to me. I lost the game before it even began. If you do not have a proper lovelife in your teens, you have fucked neurologically and psychologically fucked yourself beyond recognition. You will never be able to experience it once you have missed it. Aging is death, youth is life.
Let me ask you this. Would you fixate on harassing a female, of whom has a negative opinion of men due to the way she has been treated by them? (abused, PTSD etc) I figure most, if not all of you would say the female is in the right. In my case, should I not hate women for how they have led me to be this way?
I have a right to hate women. I have been ritually ignored, abused or laughed at by them. I have been fucking lied to. Not only by them, but by the males I used to spend time with. I do not just hate women, but humanity in general.
However, I just want to live my life. No, not even that. I fucking hate every second of my life. It is hell. But I don't see why you have to try and make it even worse for me.
I know why you hate us. You hate us because we remind you of yourself, of the worst aspects of you. The prejudice that's deep inside you. You hate us because we're the lowest rung of society. We're scum to you. The meek, pale, misshapen virgin who is too scared to leave his home. The gangly, socially awkward system admin in your office. It is all the same. We are incels. We are sexless. We are experienceless. We are lifeless.
As for females-you do not get a say in this. Your only issue of losing your virginity is how it will happen. For me, it is an unavailability.
All I am asking for is one, just one, reason for why I am wrong and you are right. Why it's okay to bully virgins like me online. I am waiting.
And in case you are a male virgin on IncelTears, or someone who has not had intercourse in half a year:
Understand that there is no logical reason to attack me. We are alike. There is no reason to simp for females who do not fuck you, who do not see sexual value in you. You are not seen as a man, you are a provider who gets nothing in return. Come home and join us, Sigma et al. There is no 'virgin but not incel'. If you are celibate and cannot plan a date within a week or two and get laid, you are an INCEL, no better than me. That goes for all you ex-incel larpers too.
I don't give a fuck about whether you think I'm crazy, racist, retarded etc. I don't have to conform to your societal beliefs and rules. I'm not a person, I'm incel.
LOOKS=LIFE
