As you're happy, we are miserable.
As you go home to your wives/husbands, we return to an empty space.
As you go to sleep beside the person you love, we go to sleep alone, with a rope nearby; tempting us.
As you wake up in the morning and perform your daily routines, we lay there for hours; wondering if it's even worth it to get up.
As you go to work/school every weekday, we are laying down in our beds, unable to participate in such things because of severe anxiety, caused by our experiences.
As you see your friends and party on the weekends, we rot in our bedrooms; knowing all the fun you have, and not being able to partake in it.
As you look at yourself in the mirror and do your hair, we look at ourselves in the mirror and cry.
As you kiss your s/o every day, we wonder for years, what it's like to even be kissed and loved by anyone.
As you lay next to your s/o and know that he/she loves you, we wonder if our own families even love us.
As you have a healthy mental state, our consciences are eating at us every single day, pushing us to insanity, and wondering what the fuck we're doing on this Earth.
As you text or call your friends, we wonder what it's like to even have friends, and cope by talking to strangers on an Internet forum.
All we have is each other, this site is a brotherhood with bonds like you wouldn't believe.
I hope you realize how privileged you are, solely because of your attractiveness, and how we didn't choose the hellhole of a lifestyle, but it was forced onto us. Think about that before you blast and mock us.
As you go home to your wives/husbands, we return to an empty space.
As you go to sleep beside the person you love, we go to sleep alone, with a rope nearby; tempting us.
As you wake up in the morning and perform your daily routines, we lay there for hours; wondering if it's even worth it to get up.
As you go to work/school every weekday, we are laying down in our beds, unable to participate in such things because of severe anxiety, caused by our experiences.
As you see your friends and party on the weekends, we rot in our bedrooms; knowing all the fun you have, and not being able to partake in it.
As you look at yourself in the mirror and do your hair, we look at ourselves in the mirror and cry.
As you kiss your s/o every day, we wonder for years, what it's like to even be kissed and loved by anyone.
As you lay next to your s/o and know that he/she loves you, we wonder if our own families even love us.
As you have a healthy mental state, our consciences are eating at us every single day, pushing us to insanity, and wondering what the fuck we're doing on this Earth.
As you text or call your friends, we wonder what it's like to even have friends, and cope by talking to strangers on an Internet forum.
All we have is each other, this site is a brotherhood with bonds like you wouldn't believe.
I hope you realize how privileged you are, solely because of your attractiveness, and how we didn't choose the hellhole of a lifestyle, but it was forced onto us. Think about that before you blast and mock us.
