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Same bro. I think about my childhood a lot.I sometimes can't fall asleep because memory after memory keeps flashing through my mind.
my fucking god i get these all the time really hate thinking about past events and being reminded of my subhumanity
damn I thought I was the only one who did this. I wish i could erase my memory entirely. Actually I wish I never was born.literally in every prolonged social interaction that i have, at least one or two moments in said social interaction are added into my collection of cringe inducing memories i think about before i go to sleep. the collection just keeps getting bigger and bigger.
i would feel safER with one by my sideGetting those is the main reason I shouldn't have a gun around.
i believe my question has been answered https://incels.is/threads/hey-zesto...out-with-me-and-blickpall.88382/#post-1697420They tell you that no one remembers personally embarrassing things that you've done as well as you do. That you should remind yourself that you aren't that important to other people's lives.
But then where does bullying start? Do you think the bullies forget what you did, when that is all they talked about concerning you for years?
How about how you actually feel? Does it matter that no one remembers, if you do? If you cringe at your own past, immutable self? No.
Cringe memories are the worst and I used them for crocodile tears whenever I got in trouble at school, the memories of these moments becoming cringe memories of their own. I doubled down on my cringe memories to further implant them into my brain by making them part of a second cringe memory. Fuck.