most of the weeks and even months i dont meet anyone cuz i barely have any friends, but the few i have is HS friends and my old work friends, people that in the last couple of years we met less and less... now i see a friend every 1-2 months i guess, sometimes just to catch up (like i got something new in my life) or we go out.
and when its over its always makes me feel so bad.
they are always doing so good. look better. saying that yesterday they just got back from thailand with friends or going tomorrow to some new bar etc etc. they always do good with foids. and im always staying the same.
and i think they can sense it... i hear alot "so what you do all day?" and stuff like that... and i just made up that i go out alot (ye, with my imaginary friends.)
today i met a friend in a bar and he came with his gf. jfl.
she ofcourse hated me cuz she saw im a subhuman.
fuck this shit
i used to play video games all night with those people, smoked weed in the street on 4am, went to eat and stuff and i know their families and they know mine, but still we are different species now.
fuck my life.
and when its over its always makes me feel so bad.
they are always doing so good. look better. saying that yesterday they just got back from thailand with friends or going tomorrow to some new bar etc etc. they always do good with foids. and im always staying the same.
and i think they can sense it... i hear alot "so what you do all day?" and stuff like that... and i just made up that i go out alot (ye, with my imaginary friends.)
today i met a friend in a bar and he came with his gf. jfl.
she ofcourse hated me cuz she saw im a subhuman.
fuck this shit
i used to play video games all night with those people, smoked weed in the street on 4am, went to eat and stuff and i know their families and they know mine, but still we are different species now.
fuck my life.
