forget about the title just wanted to bitch about my life its just there to get your attention
1-freshman year high school foid
i actually talked a foid in dms in freshman nothing serious like it didnt last more than 10 minutes but i guess i kinda liked her sense of humor and she was looking really cute her voice tone etc. so today i was creating a chadfish account on insta and saw her on the recommendations and checked out she just become another mass produced zoomer whore with a big ass lip shitty long nails etc. i mean thats hot i always thought thats hot but i remember i had her a romantic kind of attraction rather than sexual too bad i was too much of a autist for her and shes chad only.
2-i was scrolling in goytok today and saw bunch of hot foids normie sexhavers alt people going outside traveling partying having fun I HATE YOU SO MUCH you do that stuff while i rot here in lonliness because my looks block me to have sex
3-saw too many interracial couples today race doesnt matter its all nt and face
4-i fantasized about taking revenge today too
5-i couldnt read any of elliots manifesto today might continue tomorrow
6-its so hard to keep going
7-its 3 am
8-a blonde foid(something i always adored) called me ugly and i overheard.
9-i hate this cucked clown world
10-i bought blinds today so im finally getting rid of shitty sunlight thanks father i love you
things i gotta do before roping
finish er manifesto because its actually enjoyable to read and i think its the most reletable book for a 21th century real loser male. im just weird and ugly thats all.
gta 6.
few movies i noted.
europe and japan trip.
rhinoplasty im not dying with this shitty nose.
buy a gun.
i quit ssris and my sex drives finally back but i think ive finally accepted im non-nt asf its ovER ssris might help but idk if i should take them its so done if you need pills to be normal anyway im not taking these.
all of this list should be done in like next 4-5 years and if i dont ascend i think im ready to go(ill pussy out and keep coping anyways probably im scared of death)
1-freshman year high school foid
i actually talked a foid in dms in freshman nothing serious like it didnt last more than 10 minutes but i guess i kinda liked her sense of humor and she was looking really cute her voice tone etc. so today i was creating a chadfish account on insta and saw her on the recommendations and checked out she just become another mass produced zoomer whore with a big ass lip shitty long nails etc. i mean thats hot i always thought thats hot but i remember i had her a romantic kind of attraction rather than sexual too bad i was too much of a autist for her and shes chad only.
2-i was scrolling in goytok today and saw bunch of hot foids normie sexhavers alt people going outside traveling partying having fun I HATE YOU SO MUCH you do that stuff while i rot here in lonliness because my looks block me to have sex
3-saw too many interracial couples today race doesnt matter its all nt and face
4-i fantasized about taking revenge today too
5-i couldnt read any of elliots manifesto today might continue tomorrow
6-its so hard to keep going
7-its 3 am
8-a blonde foid(something i always adored) called me ugly and i overheard.
9-i hate this cucked clown world
10-i bought blinds today so im finally getting rid of shitty sunlight thanks father i love you
things i gotta do before roping
finish er manifesto because its actually enjoyable to read and i think its the most reletable book for a 21th century real loser male. im just weird and ugly thats all.
gta 6.
few movies i noted.
europe and japan trip.
rhinoplasty im not dying with this shitty nose.
buy a gun.
i quit ssris and my sex drives finally back but i think ive finally accepted im non-nt asf its ovER ssris might help but idk if i should take them its so done if you need pills to be normal anyway im not taking these.
all of this list should be done in like next 4-5 years and if i dont ascend i think im ready to go(ill pussy out and keep coping anyways probably im scared of death)
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The revolution.
