Total Imbecile
Honorary ethnic
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Im noticing that all of my ex classmates are getting into relationships with girls who are equally as successful as them (college educated, nice job, mentally stable, good looking..)
All of them are going to become millionaires, have kids, retire in their 30s and then just live the rest of their life peacefully in their huge mansions doing whatever the fuck they want
Meanwhile its over for me, at best I can expect to marry some post wall poor uneducated single mother (if that) and then rent some section 8 apartment until I die, but more likely Ill die alone
I used to have potential but due to not having a gf in high school I let my anxiety fuck me up
Im too scared to apply for jobs because I feel like who would want to hire me so I have no experience
I have no motivation to continue with my education either and thats the only way I can cope and delay getting a job
In fact I expect Ill probably get kicked out of my program this year because Im doing the bare minimum because I just cant, I just contantly think about not having a gf and being a virgin and nothing else, from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep its all I think about
It must be some variation of schizophrenia at this point tbh, I cant get it out of my head
My dream of having an ambitious gf whos complements me and us being a power couple will forever be just a dream
Fml tbh
All of them are going to become millionaires, have kids, retire in their 30s and then just live the rest of their life peacefully in their huge mansions doing whatever the fuck they want
Meanwhile its over for me, at best I can expect to marry some post wall poor uneducated single mother (if that) and then rent some section 8 apartment until I die, but more likely Ill die alone
I used to have potential but due to not having a gf in high school I let my anxiety fuck me up
Im too scared to apply for jobs because I feel like who would want to hire me so I have no experience
I have no motivation to continue with my education either and thats the only way I can cope and delay getting a job
In fact I expect Ill probably get kicked out of my program this year because Im doing the bare minimum because I just cant, I just contantly think about not having a gf and being a virgin and nothing else, from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep its all I think about
It must be some variation of schizophrenia at this point tbh, I cant get it out of my head
My dream of having an ambitious gf whos complements me and us being a power couple will forever be just a dream
Fml tbh