Deleted member 34664
Unicel
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- May 11, 2021
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I’ve recently joined this site because I’ve realized that this is the only place that I really belong as sad as that is. I thought that with college maybe there would be some hope for me but nope. Last years only met two people (guys) who I became friends with. Talked to a couple of girls but nothing past class stuff. Now that college is all online I don’t even leave my room anymore. I’ve started to really accept the fact that I’ll never get a hot girl to look at me for more than a second before turning her head and continuing on her way. However, maybe an ugly girl would be the answer. I never really thought about it before honestly because obviously everyone wants the hot ones but maybe there’s some out there who are desperate as well and would able to look past some of my inadequacies. I mean I’m pretty desperate at this point. The most I’ve done with a girl is gotten hugs as a friend. Last one was back in like 2012 back when I was maybe somewhat decent looking. That’s only happened like two times. I’m tired of drinking, crying, and being isolated. I’ve seen some post about hookers and stuff but fuck that, don’t trust those meet up’s, will probably get robbed by her chad bf or something or get some disease. Maybe I can ascend, even if she’s ugly, it’s better than nothing. I just need something to happen while I still got my youth because I don’t wanna be old and alone.