That's what I linked though.
Why did you mention newer versions though? But I know things like "love thy neighbor" and God having created women are in the KJV.
I'm saying that as long you hate women you cannot reconcile that with being a Christian even if you are trying to stop sinning.
Why not? Where in the bible does it say that you have to become like Jesus 100% free of sin to be a Christian? If we became perfect as soon as we converted, the bible wouldn't need to advert and instruct so much against sin. It would all happen automatically. Christ came to save sinners, if I had no sin I wouldn't need Him as a savior.
Jesus was perfect enough to say "Father, forgive them" while He was getting tortured and nailed to a cross. I'm not as perfect, I suffered a lot in the hands of women through my life and now I hate them, which is the natural human response. But yeah, I agree hate is not something positive, I'll keep trying to overcome it and hope I can eventually.
It's very clear that you have to choose.
The bible is correct and I am wrong, of course. Still, I struggle.
In this case you are given the choice between the blackpill and the lord. Which will it be? The passages in the bible are clear that you cannot have it both ways.
As for why I cannot accept Jesus: you cannot accept Jesus if you are blackpilled. The blackpill is in contradiction to Jesus's teachings. Don't you think that would be even more of an offense to god? Proclaiming to believe in him but not really demonstrating it by clinging onto views of this world like the blackpill still ultimately is?
The bible doesn't contradict the blackpill. It says that the earth is cursed due to sin, that the whole world lies in wickedness, that there's no human being without sin (other than Jesus of course), that the hearts of people are filled with injustice, selfishness, violence, greed, etc, that in the last times people would get even more ungodly and corrupt, etc etc. In the old testament there is even a passage that shows that the people wanted to make a man king just because he was tall and good-looking (but God rejected him). Forgot his name.
Jesus and God tell us what we should do. The correct way. But we are in the flesh and struggle. The correct way is not hating but we hate; the correct way is not coveting but we covet, etc etc. We try our best, but as a Christian, it's a war between flesh and Spirit as long as you're in your mortal body.