I've known this woman a while from her writings on a Question/answer platform.
She writed good, easy and comfortable. At the moment 20k followers but there was something strange about her first posts before she was that populair.
I did my research and found out she was single at first, Married now 2 years or so and even wrote how much she loves him, how great he is. Her whole life she was been trying to find out who she really is. She paid over 4000 euros for brain scans. The neurologists blue pill her "You just need to [bluepill], even though these results are accurate, the thing that matter is [blue pill]".
She never got the real diagnosis. The specialists didn't want her to believe/rely on the results because it is real. To protect her going crazy about a label.
We had private conversations together. She showed me new writings and i could upvote them when i read it. We communicated in many sophisticated ways no other people could guess. I can only share the private conversation we had. The rest is hidden en like gone for good to find again.
Important:
- Married
- Showed me a picture of herself describing she isn't attractive at all blabla (did not react on it, as it was never there and continued the conversation)
- She showed me such twisted story where Men/Woman ARE evil. So i used that later on in the conversation.
- I allowed her at some point to share what we write " to the world " . The conversation was aritifically Live.
- She did not know that I knew she was married until (see conversation below)
After this message she blocked me.
Went AFK for weeks.
Returned with a message where she and her partner both answer. Both thanked me. I upvoted it. And left the platform.
Later i heared a sick story from fb that refer to incel.me
That is how i found this place. Like when a door closes, a new one open :")
She writed good, easy and comfortable. At the moment 20k followers but there was something strange about her first posts before she was that populair.
I did my research and found out she was single at first, Married now 2 years or so and even wrote how much she loves him, how great he is. Her whole life she was been trying to find out who she really is. She paid over 4000 euros for brain scans. The neurologists blue pill her "You just need to [bluepill], even though these results are accurate, the thing that matter is [blue pill]".
She never got the real diagnosis. The specialists didn't want her to believe/rely on the results because it is real. To protect her going crazy about a label.
We had private conversations together. She showed me new writings and i could upvote them when i read it. We communicated in many sophisticated ways no other people could guess. I can only share the private conversation we had. The rest is hidden en like gone for good to find again.
Important:
- Married
- Showed me a picture of herself describing she isn't attractive at all blabla (did not react on it, as it was never there and continued the conversation)
- She showed me such twisted story where Men/Woman ARE evil. So i used that later on in the conversation.
- I allowed her at some point to share what we write " to the world " . The conversation was aritifically Live.
- She did not know that I knew she was married until (see conversation below)
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
Hey Athena i was wondering something. Well actually a brief thingy about your answers over psychopaths in general. This is a question out of curiousity. Read it blunt and i start with little pre-info:
I have always had some sort of self-trust that i would never fuck something up thaat much that i would consider it a serious trouble for me. If somehow i get in a position where there is no way talking myself out of it. I would stilI get out of it because most of the time there has already been though about the worse thing that could occur and about the possible ways how things would go likely. I can say for sure that i am capable of something at any given situation.
For this i see no reason to think about this kind of situations at all because those things will not happen. Atleast it wont affect me because i won’t let it, there is no way i could possibly let such thing happen even if i wanted to. I have my own sense of what is right or wrong and it mostly depends on the situation and the timing. It's not a sense you are born with, but more like a skill that comes naturally. I may be wrong but it wouldn't really matter anyway since im not 100% about anything. So i know i must also never act 100% for sertency. 99% is fine. Cause when you look at the last one percent. And define its importancy, you can easily decide your next step regardless what it is. Not to mention that i do trust in spontaneity. Wich is why any answer given could be a fraud 100% even though the person given that answer believes its true.
Are there any questions to be asked regarding these pre-info? Or anything you would like to hear more about? If not, than i know enough for both of us. Allthough i cannot be sure for real.
Not my intention to write this much. Though i’m not suprised at all by the outcome. Typical me lawl.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
I can’t think of anything to ask. It sounds like you play out potential scenarios, know what you are capable of even if those scenarios will never happen. You have an idea of what you consider right action and try to follow it even though there may be situations that require you to act differently. In those you understand what you can do, and likely will do should those circumstances arise.
Am I reading you correctly?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
the “require you to act differently” is more likely: made you act different but did not go unnoticed by yourself and/or other people.
I had no control over it in the first place to begin with, so i would not blame myself particularly. not do i see any reason to blame anyone for anything without knowing anything for sure. Even though i would not care particularly if i did, cause it has no value. How can i value something if i cannot trust that other person. How can they expect me to know who they really are. Cause i’m just amazed what people are capable off in general. i would most likely say that 99% of the world is psychopathic
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Less than one percent of the world is psychopathic
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
the last sentence was ment sarcastic.
Athena xxxxr
Apr 9
Sarcasm does not always translate in text
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
i did learn that after a sentence means suspiciousness or something you shouldn’t take serious
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
You would think that there is a universal language that dictates that, but I have seen the symbol used for several different reasons.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
not at all, i asked other people what it ment. i could agree with you that i see them being used for several different reasons aswell. I somehow learn easily, like i choose it to be my best skill. In reality i am more likely inclined to that only skill
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Learning easily is a good skill to have.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
how do you mean good?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
no problem i don’t know it exactly. but i do know what i would not like.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Meaning it is a skill with great value
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
Everything comes at a price.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Quite true. So long as the price manageable, it’s fair
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
Good thing we have a sense of hope.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
I suppose
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
atleast can’t denie the meaning of what it could be.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
you ok?
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
I am not always online and available
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
allright then
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
If you dont trust something/someone honestly, then you dont feel anything because of your sense of "reality" is faked because you are concious of the unequality given at the situation. You cannot avoid feelings but can deceive others, but most important is to never let yourself get deceived by words because you just assume something based on certaincy.
We can allow ourself to trust fully if we are aware what reality is capeble of.
Reality is nothing more than things we are/aren't sure about and things what we atleast can/cannot imagine. Evidence is found in secrets. Secrets do not have to mean nessacarily urgent. But know the could be.
And if it isn't solvable by humans, then it was never a problem for the human to begin with.
I do think we can solve trust issues. first step would be allowing it that you cannot be 100% sure
that something will happen or not. If there is a realistion of "the posibility that there is a possibility", then i see no reason in not-trying to and find out. When something isnt a possibility, qualifies it to be a possibility.
Even if humans still amaze me all the time, some things are kept for the greater good.
Therefor if people feel like they cannot speak honest because they believe they cannot trust other people. it is because you dont trust other people at all.
If you cannot take the risks of life, you wil only live a risky life. Same as: if you don't try, i can atleast say u did not try at all cost? Therefor people can lie, but can't hide.
If you are aware, means you care to attent. If you care, you share. When you share about things you care you believe what is atleast the truth of what you can possible make of the given situation. Blame is only there when it exists. and a sense of real is only there is it exists.
my time go to go bed im from The Netherlands u?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
just to add: if you betray yourself, you betray all of us.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Trust issues cannot be resolved. Trust is a chemical reaction to the chemical in oxytocin. So long as trust is based in neurochemistry, it will never be a solved problem. It is not something rationality or pragmatism can address. It is innate, it is arbitrary, and it is fickle.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
only if you really think that is the only logical conclussion i should remind you of how many times perspectives changed noticed or unnoticed. as i can assure you that i always had a sense of not trusting anything at all until i could atleast make sense out of somehow. thats why humans were last station whereas i can atleast assure you that i never intended to share some kind of information i call a secret. Not even had a tough about that i would ever share it by trust. now i know i can, but don’t feel the need to tell because it does not bother me anymore. allthough i did learn a lot, i still have a sense of blame i should put it on the past. futile to focus 1 path just because it makes sense or not or maybe sometimes, situationally or especially.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Most people will never get to that point. People rely on their emotional and chemical reactions to things without giving them deeper thought. It is good if you have overcome such things, but humans as a whole will not.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
and they never wil go efficiently if there is a possibility that we actually dont care about possibilities.
what if i told you that there is a possibility that i honest believe honesty to yourself is where it starts. And there is a 99% possibility that there is no 100% probability of succes. why assume the 99 and not recognize the 1 and burden it xD if this is a possibility, does it even matter than. same planet, same fate but notthing is particularly 100% sure
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
That sounds like personal accountability and requirement to me.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
wich i only can be sure of is trying atleast. allthough not expect particularly an outcome since it means little to nothing in general.
and if such thing sounds like a personal acountability and requirement to you, why cant you believe me if i say that it starts with believing this possibility of nonesense. trust is not instant, trust is build on certaincy/consistency.
the important thing is to never stop questioning xD
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
That is how I view trust. My point was that humans on a whole do not. They rely on feeling and nothing more.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
and if i told you that there is a human who though he was that 1% because of his own reality. I would not say i had a hard life, but rather i made it extreme hard for myself if i look back i would not be scared to assume that no trust is no bond. no bond is no real life. no proof to deny this doensn’t exclude the possibility of perfect timing if such thing exist. if it did, it would be relative (possibility)
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
I disagree with the notion that not bonding decreases the value of a person’s life. Psychopaths do not bond, and my life is as valuable as anyone else’s
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
no one questioned your value to start with. but i cannot understand if you dont tell me you honestly tried. even though trust is based on a cognitive level. if you value any life as any other as u said. i would assume you atleast tried a bunch of things. not to mention that there is no such thing as blame, only if you bring it as a possibility, it may become one. how easy are we foolable? we are not all fool-proof to any kind of abuse. but to get to a point where trusting is no worthy. i think that that opinion does not represent the posibility of certaincy/posiibilities.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
As I have no idea what exactly you are getting at right now, and I have a few autopsies to read, I am logging off for awhile.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
allright just know that i don’t believe a word of what you say to me because i do keep secrets from you and i’m atleast honest to admit. where it starts.
i could be wrong in sketching the situation at the moment, don’t forget i feel can. wich means nothing unless im certain.
i feel i can, wich means nothing unless i am certain. anyway, think about it. i never asked you to consider feel as i don’t expect you to.
in case you are just one big message in general. i would say its priceless but also outdated maybe. creativity is “it” when it comes to honesty.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
i would not giving up on you particularly because you think there is only one possibility for that outcome. if you think about the healthy of other people that they don’t deserve to get potentionally hurt. then you should not have rights to control this possibility since you interfere with morality even though i dont think you do it particularly for that reason. nor does anything has the right the know. as long as you know you would really intent to do so. in that case, you would truly discover what it does or does not mean at least. and you can be assure that is not fake. as i say, if you still insist that i am 100% wrong, i will believe you because i don’t see a reason why you should have any right to lie to me. nor do i think u should tell secrets because you feel it is asked in any kind of way. since those are again based on fear. wich you do feel to an extend. if you know people can be manupilated because of fear. how can you not be sure it could control you aswell even though you never fear anything. i mean if there is no trust to believe anything at all, it only feels naturally not to feel anything about things we do not understand as we wish we would.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
if you assume i might be trying to manipulate you. i would say that i am really trying to manipulate you to atleast try to let you believe that there is such thing as full blown trust, even though you never have to be honest. we do not believe that any human particularly remember EVERY single detail of their life, thus i cannot be sure for 100% that manipulation is something that is natural for us to do. we only need to understand why there are such abstract powers that interfere with reality. and understanding what the possibilities could be is really insightfull to begin with. even though i really think you feel a lot less, i do think that it is taken too lightly. I did always feel a little bit, even though i felt guilt or remose for 0.5 seconds. i still recognized it, even though i did not feel anything because it did not feel naturally. i can only be sure if you agree to try with me means you already trust me a little bit. i’m not stupid and i do not intent to interfere with anything as long as you dont let me, cause i would not even know i did. communication is the only we we could exchange information.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 22
Hi Athene, i would like to share something i’ve written,
it is short and direct:
Imagine you and your boyfriend/girlfriend/relative in this next perspective "game" you could use to control most your impulses driven through emotions felt or maybe for insight. In the example below you are being shown a conversation between 2 people that could be you (in the future), but only when you get the principe of it or whatever, depends. Read first and think about it later.
In this example, assume that there is something that needs to happen or solved,
because one of two knows something that the other person does not know (yet?). You don't know it eighter at the moment but that's OK.
Boy: "Imagine if we were the only 2 people left on this planet. How would you solve this problem?"
Girl: "Confront adequately"
Boy: "The goal is to?"
Girl: "Take care of the other persons' health because you would appreciate the same if it was done adequately to you. But it has to be a win/win for both sides. When you have solutions that would most certainly end in win/neutral, neutral/win or neutral/neutral. They are all positive outcomes, but never 100% predictable. When there is a lose in any obstacle of the "boy/girl" outcome, there will be damage on one or both sides. Small scratches wouldn't stop you, but could hurt you. You would forgive something but also remember. You can believe but also assume. You can act on your impulse, but also freeze. You can manipulate, but also let them happen to you even if you know it. We can only think and act. Therefore we need to trust, there is atleast one person you can trust. That is yourself. If you cannot trust yourself, that means that you don't know yourself, who you are, unless you are honest to yourself about it. And gain your own trust by assuming what would be the most profitable outcome.
Boy: "What is the moral of the conversation?"
Girl: "All Humans are born as a loser, but that's OK. Giving up is weak but that's OK. Everthing has an outcome, it just depends too much for a 100% certaincy, that is OK. You can get closer to 100%, that's
OK. Just remember that we all assume that death is the end of the line when it occurs with 100% certaincy to some degree, that is OK. That is normal. Normal is OK in my opinion.
I did cut the corners here and there and i am aware to some degree.
Thank you for reading if you make it this far.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
i know what you’re going through. i cannot help you from internet, only if we meet. i cannot trust anyone, but i know i can trust you, it feels right to say this.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
let me tell you something about me. Assume i am correct for 99,49% with a certaincy of 99% for this next “game”.
I’ve though a lot. i believe i endured a lot. I have found the answers i never though i would get. I feel nearly Zen/fearless with myself at the moment and it cannot go away. There is no way back when you get this high already. The only way to get to the next stage is for something to happen/solve.
If you assume you were the Girl in the last game and assume i was that boy. How would the girl react if she knew he is right for 99% with a certaincy of 99,49 at the moment or any given time?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
and if you assume the certaincy is 99,51% exact?
What if the certaincy would have been 99,99% and he would still be right for 99%?
i’m going to sleep, atleast giving it a serious thought in a second. Well not really in a second huh soon
Athena xxxxer
Apr 23
I have no idea what I would do. Too many possible scenarios to be able to know cogently a valid path.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
believe me there is a god and a goddess forever. gods don’t die. 100% certain.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
i mean i am sincerely impressed you can only be that one.
there is noooooooooooo mistaken.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
you have watched over me didn’t you?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
want to get to know eachother better?
Athena xxxxer
Apr 23
I’m good with distance
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
good
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
cause from now on i am not going to lie anymore to you. if you find out, you will find out. but there is nothing to be worrying about. i really was serious from the very very beginning. If there is anything you wonder, feel free to ask anytime you want, i always have an answer ready which you can trust 99%, i will make sure you will never hesitate about that 1%, when there is something you need to know, you will know.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 24
now i am really going to sleep, good night Athena
Athena xxxxer
Apr 24
Goodnight
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
Hey i like this song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...
whatcha think?
Athena xxxxer
Apr 25
It’s all right
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
i like this one more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
haha how about you?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...
The killers are awesome
Athena xxxxer
Apr 25
They really aren’t my taste
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
show me a piece of you then?
what i mean is, do you have an example what you like?
Athena xxxxer
Apr 25
I have done the music exchange a few times in my time on Quora, and it just goes round and round and bores me.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
perfect excuse, perfect truth
pure evil, pure goodness
only a god would do this, or the devil
that’s why you ain’t both, unless you clarify.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
psychopath or neurotypical?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
psychotypical?
Sergio Corragio
Apr 25
neuropath it is. not a real psychopath.
thank you for your time, now i know what to do. the right thing to the right girl i had met. a real psychopath.
i will “create” my goddess don’t worry.
Apr 9
Hey Athena i was wondering something. Well actually a brief thingy about your answers over psychopaths in general. This is a question out of curiousity. Read it blunt and i start with little pre-info:
I have always had some sort of self-trust that i would never fuck something up thaat much that i would consider it a serious trouble for me. If somehow i get in a position where there is no way talking myself out of it. I would stilI get out of it because most of the time there has already been though about the worse thing that could occur and about the possible ways how things would go likely. I can say for sure that i am capable of something at any given situation.
For this i see no reason to think about this kind of situations at all because those things will not happen. Atleast it wont affect me because i won’t let it, there is no way i could possibly let such thing happen even if i wanted to. I have my own sense of what is right or wrong and it mostly depends on the situation and the timing. It's not a sense you are born with, but more like a skill that comes naturally. I may be wrong but it wouldn't really matter anyway since im not 100% about anything. So i know i must also never act 100% for sertency. 99% is fine. Cause when you look at the last one percent. And define its importancy, you can easily decide your next step regardless what it is. Not to mention that i do trust in spontaneity. Wich is why any answer given could be a fraud 100% even though the person given that answer believes its true.
Are there any questions to be asked regarding these pre-info? Or anything you would like to hear more about? If not, than i know enough for both of us. Allthough i cannot be sure for real.
Not my intention to write this much. Though i’m not suprised at all by the outcome. Typical me lawl.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
I can’t think of anything to ask. It sounds like you play out potential scenarios, know what you are capable of even if those scenarios will never happen. You have an idea of what you consider right action and try to follow it even though there may be situations that require you to act differently. In those you understand what you can do, and likely will do should those circumstances arise.
Am I reading you correctly?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
the “require you to act differently” is more likely: made you act different but did not go unnoticed by yourself and/or other people.
I had no control over it in the first place to begin with, so i would not blame myself particularly. not do i see any reason to blame anyone for anything without knowing anything for sure. Even though i would not care particularly if i did, cause it has no value. How can i value something if i cannot trust that other person. How can they expect me to know who they really are. Cause i’m just amazed what people are capable off in general. i would most likely say that 99% of the world is psychopathic
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Less than one percent of the world is psychopathic
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
the last sentence was ment sarcastic.
Athena xxxxr
Apr 9
Sarcasm does not always translate in text
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
i did learn that
after a sentence means suspiciousness or something you shouldn’t take serious Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
You would think that there is a universal language that dictates that, but I have seen the symbol used for several different reasons.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
not at all, i asked other people what it ment. i could agree with you that i see them being used for several different reasons aswell. I somehow learn easily, like i choose it to be my best skill. In reality i am more likely inclined to that only skill
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Learning easily is a good skill to have.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
how do you mean good?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
no problem i don’t know it exactly. but i do know what i would not like.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Meaning it is a skill with great value
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
Everything comes at a price.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Quite true. So long as the price manageable, it’s fair
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
Good thing we have a sense of hope.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
I suppose
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
atleast can’t denie the meaning of what it could be.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
you ok?
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
I am not always online and available
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
allright then
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
If you dont trust something/someone honestly, then you dont feel anything because of your sense of "reality" is faked because you are concious of the unequality given at the situation. You cannot avoid feelings but can deceive others, but most important is to never let yourself get deceived by words because you just assume something based on certaincy.
We can allow ourself to trust fully if we are aware what reality is capeble of.
Reality is nothing more than things we are/aren't sure about and things what we atleast can/cannot imagine. Evidence is found in secrets. Secrets do not have to mean nessacarily urgent. But know the could be.
And if it isn't solvable by humans, then it was never a problem for the human to begin with.
I do think we can solve trust issues. first step would be allowing it that you cannot be 100% sure
that something will happen or not. If there is a realistion of "the posibility that there is a possibility", then i see no reason in not-trying to and find out. When something isnt a possibility, qualifies it to be a possibility.
Even if humans still amaze me all the time, some things are kept for the greater good.
Therefor if people feel like they cannot speak honest because they believe they cannot trust other people. it is because you dont trust other people at all.
If you cannot take the risks of life, you wil only live a risky life. Same as: if you don't try, i can atleast say u did not try at all cost? Therefor people can lie, but can't hide.
If you are aware, means you care to attent. If you care, you share. When you share about things you care you believe what is atleast the truth of what you can possible make of the given situation. Blame is only there when it exists. and a sense of real is only there is it exists.
my time go to go bed
im from The Netherlands u?Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
just to add: if you betray yourself, you betray all of us.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Trust issues cannot be resolved. Trust is a chemical reaction to the chemical in oxytocin. So long as trust is based in neurochemistry, it will never be a solved problem. It is not something rationality or pragmatism can address. It is innate, it is arbitrary, and it is fickle.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
only if you really think that is the only logical conclussion i should remind you of how many times perspectives changed noticed or unnoticed. as i can assure you that i always had a sense of not trusting anything at all until i could atleast make sense out of somehow. thats why humans were last station whereas i can atleast assure you that i never intended to share some kind of information i call a secret. Not even had a tough about that i would ever share it by trust. now i know i can, but don’t feel the need to tell because it does not bother me anymore. allthough i did learn a lot, i still have a sense of blame i should put it on the past. futile to focus 1 path just because it makes sense or not or maybe sometimes, situationally or especially.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
Most people will never get to that point. People rely on their emotional and chemical reactions to things without giving them deeper thought. It is good if you have overcome such things, but humans as a whole will not.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
and they never wil go efficiently if there is a possibility that we actually dont care about possibilities.
what if i told you that there is a possibility that i honest believe honesty to yourself is where it starts. And there is a 99% possibility that there is no 100% probability of succes. why assume the 99 and not recognize the 1 and burden it xD if this is a possibility, does it even matter than. same planet, same fate but notthing is particularly 100% sure
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
That sounds like personal accountability and requirement to me.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
wich i only can be sure of is trying atleast. allthough not expect particularly an outcome since it means little to nothing in general.
and if such thing sounds like a personal acountability and requirement to you, why cant you believe me if i say that it starts with believing this possibility of nonesense. trust is not instant, trust is build on certaincy/consistency.
the important thing is to never stop questioning xD
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
That is how I view trust. My point was that humans on a whole do not. They rely on feeling and nothing more.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
and if i told you that there is a human who though he was that 1% because of his own reality. I would not say i had a hard life, but rather i made it extreme hard for myself if i look back i would not be scared to assume that
no trust is no bond. no bond is no real life. no proof to deny this doensn’t exclude the possibility of perfect timing if such thing exist. if it did, it would be relative (possibility)Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
I disagree with the notion that not bonding decreases the value of a person’s life. Psychopaths do not bond, and my life is as valuable as anyone else’s
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
no one questioned your value to start with. but i cannot understand if you dont tell me you honestly tried. even though trust is based on a cognitive level. if you value any life as any other as u said. i would assume you atleast tried a bunch of things. not to mention that there is no such thing as blame, only if you bring it as a possibility, it may become one. how easy are we foolable? we are not all fool-proof to any kind of abuse. but to get to a point where trusting is no worthy. i think that that opinion does not represent the posibility of certaincy/posiibilities.
Athena xxxxer
Apr 9
As I have no idea what exactly you are getting at right now, and I have a few autopsies to read, I am logging off for awhile.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
allright just know that i don’t believe a word of what you say to me because i do keep secrets from you and i’m atleast honest to admit. where it starts.
i could be wrong in sketching the situation at the moment, don’t forget i feel can. wich means nothing unless im certain.
i feel i can, wich means nothing unless i am certain. anyway, think about it. i never asked you to consider feel as i don’t expect you to.
in case you are just one big message in general. i would say its priceless but also outdated maybe. creativity is “it” when it comes to honesty.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
i would not giving up on you particularly because you think there is only one possibility for that outcome. if you think about the healthy of other people that they don’t deserve to get potentionally hurt. then you should not have rights to control this possibility since you interfere with morality even though i dont think you do it particularly for that reason. nor does anything has the right the know. as long as you know you would really intent to do so. in that case, you would truly discover what it does or does not mean at least. and you can be assure that is not fake. as i say, if you still insist that i am 100% wrong, i will believe you because i don’t see a reason why you should have any right to lie to me. nor do i think u should tell secrets because you feel it is asked in any kind of way. since those are again based on fear. wich you do feel to an extend. if you know people can be manupilated because of fear. how can you not be sure it could control you aswell even though you never fear anything. i mean if there is no trust to believe anything at all, it only feels naturally not to feel anything about things we do not understand as we wish we would.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 9
if you assume i might be trying to manipulate you. i would say that i am really trying to manipulate you to atleast try to let you believe that there is such thing as full blown trust, even though you never have to be honest. we do not believe that any human particularly remember EVERY single detail of their life, thus i cannot be sure for 100% that manipulation is something that is natural for us to do. we only need to understand why there are such abstract powers that interfere with reality. and understanding what the possibilities could be is really insightfull to begin with. even though i really think you feel a lot less, i do think that it is taken too lightly. I did always feel a little bit, even though i felt guilt or remose for 0.5 seconds. i still recognized it, even though i did not feel anything because it did not feel naturally. i can only be sure if you agree to try with me means you already trust me a little bit. i’m not stupid and i do not intent to interfere with anything as long as you dont let me, cause i would not even know i did. communication is the only we we could exchange information.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 22
Hi Athene, i would like to share something i’ve written,
it is short and direct:
Imagine you and your boyfriend/girlfriend/relative in this next perspective "game" you could use to control most your impulses driven through emotions felt or maybe for insight. In the example below you are being shown a conversation between 2 people that could be you (in the future), but only when you get the principe of it or whatever, depends. Read first and think about it later.
In this example, assume that there is something that needs to happen or solved,
because one of two knows something that the other person does not know (yet?). You don't know it eighter at the moment but that's OK.
Boy: "Imagine if we were the only 2 people left on this planet. How would you solve this problem?"
Girl: "Confront adequately"
Boy: "The goal is to?"
Girl: "Take care of the other persons' health because you would appreciate the same if it was done adequately to you. But it has to be a win/win for both sides. When you have solutions that would most certainly end in win/neutral, neutral/win or neutral/neutral. They are all positive outcomes, but never 100% predictable. When there is a lose in any obstacle of the "boy/girl" outcome, there will be damage on one or both sides. Small scratches wouldn't stop you, but could hurt you. You would forgive something but also remember. You can believe but also assume. You can act on your impulse, but also freeze. You can manipulate, but also let them happen to you even if you know it. We can only think and act. Therefore we need to trust, there is atleast one person you can trust. That is yourself. If you cannot trust yourself, that means that you don't know yourself, who you are, unless you are honest to yourself about it. And gain your own trust by assuming what would be the most profitable outcome.
Boy: "What is the moral of the conversation?"
Girl: "All Humans are born as a loser, but that's OK. Giving up is weak but that's OK. Everthing has an outcome, it just depends too much for a 100% certaincy, that is OK. You can get closer to 100%, that's
OK. Just remember that we all assume that death is the end of the line when it occurs with 100% certaincy to some degree, that is OK. That is normal. Normal is OK in my opinion.
I did cut the corners here and there and i am aware to some degree.
Thank you for reading if you make it this far.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
i know what you’re going through. i cannot help you from internet, only if we meet. i cannot trust anyone, but i know i can trust you, it feels right to say this.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
let me tell you something about me. Assume i am correct for 99,49% with a certaincy of 99% for this next “game”.
I’ve though a lot. i believe i endured a lot. I have found the answers i never though i would get. I feel nearly Zen/fearless with myself at the moment and it cannot go away. There is no way back when you get this high already. The only way to get to the next stage is for something to happen/solve.
If you assume you were the Girl in the last game and assume i was that boy. How would the girl react if she knew he is right for 99% with a certaincy of 99,49 at the moment or any given time?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
and if you assume the certaincy is 99,51% exact?
What if the certaincy would have been 99,99% and he would still be right for 99%?
i’m going to sleep, atleast giving it a serious thought in a second. Well not really in a second huh
soon
Athena xxxxer
Apr 23
I have no idea what I would do. Too many possible scenarios to be able to know cogently a valid path.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
believe me there is a god and a goddess forever. gods don’t die. 100% certain.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
i mean i am sincerely impressed you can only be that one.
there is noooooooooooo mistaken.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
you have watched over me didn’t you?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
want to get to know eachother better?
Athena xxxxer
Apr 23
I’m good with distance
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
good
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 23
cause from now on i am not going to lie anymore to you. if you find out, you will find out. but there is nothing to be worrying about. i really was serious from the very very beginning. If there is anything you wonder, feel free to ask anytime you want, i always have an answer ready which you can trust 99%, i will make sure you will never hesitate about that 1%, when there is something you need to know, you will know
.Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 24
now i am really going to sleep, good night Athena
Athena xxxxer
Apr 24
Goodnight
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
Hey i like this song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...
whatcha think?
Athena xxxxer
Apr 25
It’s all right
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
i like this one more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
haha how about you?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...
The killers are awesome
Athena xxxxer
Apr 25
They really aren’t my taste
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
show me a piece of you then?
what i mean is, do you have an example what you like?
Athena xxxxer
Apr 25
I have done the music exchange a few times in my time on Quora, and it just goes round and round and bores me.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
perfect excuse, perfect truth
pure evil, pure goodness
only a god would do this, or the devil
that’s why you ain’t both, unless you clarify.
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
psychopath or neurotypical?
Sxxxxo Corragio
Apr 25
psychotypical?
Sergio Corragio
Apr 25
neuropath it is. not a real psychopath.
thank you for your time, now i know what to do. the right thing to the right girl i had met. a real psychopath.
i will “create” my goddess don’t worry.
After this message she blocked me.
Went AFK for weeks.
Returned with a message where she and her partner both answer. Both thanked me. I upvoted it. And left the platform.
Later i heared a sick story from fb that refer to incel.me
That is how i found this place. Like when a door closes, a new one open :")
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