sadtardcel
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if you trace back every behaviour and action of your past, what was the happiest movement? i was lookimg in to freud and interpreation of dreams where he intreprets his patients dreams and infers the problems? i believe in this theory , since dreams are product of what we think usually? suppose imhave dreamt fuckng my crush, but i have never dreamt fucking a guy in my life. all my dreams from childhood were fucked up. and tracing my memories, i could only rember my dad taking me to an resturant every saturday and that was in childhood. 25 and nothing acheived thats my happiest day? organic happiness. if i truly think about it. there was never happiness.probably fucked up and very unrelaistic dreams.i have not even won in dreams , like either i wm running or afraid. how can i win in real life.i even cannt control the dreams,cant even be happ6 in dreams, wishimg for happiness in waking world is immpossible and futile.i project myself as a loser evenin my dreams why will normies in real life respect me?