Venting Make a Fool of Myself at Work By Getting Drunk Because I'm Ignored and Hated

[Intellectual]

>Talked over
>Ignored
>Left out of conversations at social events
>End up trying to find the only other person not in a conversation, inevitably just stand there
>End up talking awkwardly with some 2/10 curry who's in the same position as me since we don't fit in with the normies.

I also end up drunkmaxxing at work events since alcohol is all paid for and when I'm depressed I become very chemical dependent. I don't have an addictive personality, but when I feel depressed, which requires an external stimuli like bullying or being ignored, I cling to it. Everytime we have a social event at work, especially if it's at some fancy dining hall or hotel, I become so depressed because I realize it's such a beautiful place but because I'm ugly I'm left out of the true experience. I CANT TALK to anyone because they just ghost me IRL. I end up having like 12 beers and look like a fucking idiot.

 

[Intellectual]

>alcoholic
>intellectual

choose one

If you don't have an addiction to some substance you're not an intellectual, all intellectual and intelligent people do.

 

[Pancakecel]

That's literally the only reason I went to office xmas parties etc. in my last roles, was to drink for free. I also remember many lunch breaks going to the pub by myself and just downing multiple drinks jfl.

 

[BornToLose]

When I used to work I'd sometimes have a bottle of wine before my shift.

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

When I waged in a warehouse I used to take an OJ bottle, mix a very strong screwdriver then sip it all day, they really thought I liked OJ and I was always in a good friendly mood, the drive to and from work was always nervous but I kept the speed limit and made sure to taper off towards the end of the day, just a lil treat.

 

[Intellectual]

When I waged in a warehouse I used to take an OJ bottle, mix a very strong screwdriver then sip it all day, they really thought I liked OJ and I was always in a good friendly mood, the drive to and from work was always nervous but I kept the speed limit and made sure to taper off towards the end of the day, just a lil treat.

Did you ever get caught?

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

Did you ever get caught?

Came very close one morning when I had taken a couple shots neat before driving to work, I was still tipsy from the day before (mondays make you thirsty on sundays due to the depression) too which didn't help, I was sitting at the morning meeting my head spinning barely keeping a straight face, boss looks iin my direction and says something I nod and say out load "Yeah" as he gives me a wierd look, turns out he was talking to the guy next to me about some shit?

I sweated like a pig that day so it must have been summer so I sobered up decently quick but it was a close one. My saving grace is my autist poker face but my speech always give me away.

 

[Intellectual]

Came very close one morning when I had taken a couple shots neat before driving to work, I was still tipsy from the day before (mondays make you thirsty on sundays due to the depression) too which didn't help, I was sitting at the morning meeting my head spinning barely keeping a straight face, boss looks iin my direction and says something I nod and say out load "Yeah" as he gives me a wierd look, turns out he was talking to the guy next to me about some shit?

I sweated like a pig that day so it must have been summer so I sobered up decently quick but it was a close one. My saving grace is my autist poker face but my speech always give me away.

Absolutely based.

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

Absolutely based.

There are no rules and as subhuman make the best of your day, even if we go to prison we don't have to wage atleast that is how I think maximize the small comforts of our daily life