Low self esteem is NOT a bad thing when you really think about it. Anymore than needing to cut down trees so that we as humans need heat to survive. It brings darkness on your spirit, your lightfulness on the universe, your positivity to others.
The evil of cutting down trees (ruining the positivity for your spirit) is made okay by the industry that produces (the power you get from being an aggressive compensator/ gaining power as a perfectionist to stand to value and claim the value you feel you are INHERENTLY deserving of.
Upsides to downsides. BUT THE DOWNSIDE IS OUTWEIGHED BY A GREAAATER UPSIDE.
The determination, fury garnered from focusing on the unfairness of the universe will propel you to do what you need to gain power.
If life was unfair to you then you find it fair to gain an advantage no matter how unfair it is to others. It's only fair. They had the advantage for THEIR TIME, but now it's YOUR TIME.
If people can waltz around and have narcissism then why can't I have equal power in doing that?! why do they get to put me under THEIR THUMB AS A VICTIM?! IF ALL OF YOU TRULY ADMIRE POWER YOU CAN'T LET THIS ALL STAND!), or being embittered with the world around you.
But it is a necessary evil because if you are without primal value then only by UNDERSTANDING IT can you fix it. Which you need to do by feeling you are below or behind other people inherently. That you are completely unnecessary.
The loudness of a tryhard can have more novelty than someone who is just naturally impressive.
And you should curse the universe for not making you naturally valuable.
Thing about low self esteem based insecurity is that you always have to perform to perfection or else you can't even stand. You will be obsessed with success. IT's a great focus mechanism.
Hymnsingy laidbackers make everything overly positive to stop you from the power it has.
Bottomline: The more you focus on how inferior you were, and how much of an injustice life put you through, then it's only primal value fairness to get back at the way the world treated you. Be angry and get what life should have given you but denied you. You'll feel that. Your own narcisissm will not be able to stand for it.
It requires unbounded entitlement. Something many of us in the first world want.
I personally felt entitled. Because existence is evil so why should I refrain from taking the path of not feeling entitled? they won't show me the same mercy. Mankind is fucked and we should not stand for that.
The more behind, below you are the more you'll focus on becoming superior because that's how life should have been silver-plattered to you. You were destined for greatness. Life didn't give you that because the universe wants to fuck you over. If the universe won't refrain its darkness on us, then we shouldn't.
If we're not entitled to anything then they're not entitled to us refraining from striking back.
That's why low self esteem is good. You'll go after what you lacked. And feel entitled to having it more because you were in a low enough position to mentally center on those things the spoiled and pampered fags have. So you're the one more deserving of having it.
The evil of cutting down trees (ruining the positivity for your spirit) is made okay by the industry that produces (the power you get from being an aggressive compensator/ gaining power as a perfectionist to stand to value and claim the value you feel you are INHERENTLY deserving of.
Upsides to downsides. BUT THE DOWNSIDE IS OUTWEIGHED BY A GREAAATER UPSIDE.
The determination, fury garnered from focusing on the unfairness of the universe will propel you to do what you need to gain power.
If life was unfair to you then you find it fair to gain an advantage no matter how unfair it is to others. It's only fair. They had the advantage for THEIR TIME, but now it's YOUR TIME.
If people can waltz around and have narcissism then why can't I have equal power in doing that?! why do they get to put me under THEIR THUMB AS A VICTIM?! IF ALL OF YOU TRULY ADMIRE POWER YOU CAN'T LET THIS ALL STAND!), or being embittered with the world around you.
But it is a necessary evil because if you are without primal value then only by UNDERSTANDING IT can you fix it. Which you need to do by feeling you are below or behind other people inherently. That you are completely unnecessary.
The loudness of a tryhard can have more novelty than someone who is just naturally impressive.
And you should curse the universe for not making you naturally valuable.
Thing about low self esteem based insecurity is that you always have to perform to perfection or else you can't even stand. You will be obsessed with success. IT's a great focus mechanism.
Hymnsingy laidbackers make everything overly positive to stop you from the power it has.
Bottomline: The more you focus on how inferior you were, and how much of an injustice life put you through, then it's only primal value fairness to get back at the way the world treated you. Be angry and get what life should have given you but denied you. You'll feel that. Your own narcisissm will not be able to stand for it.
It requires unbounded entitlement. Something many of us in the first world want.
I personally felt entitled. Because existence is evil so why should I refrain from taking the path of not feeling entitled? they won't show me the same mercy. Mankind is fucked and we should not stand for that.
The more behind, below you are the more you'll focus on becoming superior because that's how life should have been silver-plattered to you. You were destined for greatness. Life didn't give you that because the universe wants to fuck you over. If the universe won't refrain its darkness on us, then we shouldn't.
If we're not entitled to anything then they're not entitled to us refraining from striking back.
That's why low self esteem is good. You'll go after what you lacked. And feel entitled to having it more because you were in a low enough position to mentally center on those things the spoiled and pampered fags have. So you're the one more deserving of having it.
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