Mik_TFL
Such a lonely day, and it's mine.
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So I was at a university party both yesterday and on Friday. It is the first time I go to one of those since I've taken the black pill. It was eye opening...
I got rejected by 17 different girls, 4 of which looked at me like I was dirt, man I could feel the deep hatred towards me from their hateful gaze. It was total ragefuel that about 20 seconds after I tried chatting up some 3 group , 2 random high tier normies show up and suddenly the same girl that looked at me with disgust is all giggly and happy. I wish she chokes on a dick and dies.
I used to think I was high inhib, but now that I'm blackpilled, I just don't give a fuck, because I know exactly how the numbers look like for a subhuman like me. before I would have been destroyed about that many rejections in just 1 hour, but now I just don't feel anything.
It was quite a weird experience, even tho I have a 0% success rate, and was clearly the most subhuman in the group, the low tier normies around me were baffled that I could go get rejected with such ease. I feel bad for them, they really think that getting over their insecurities and being confident is going to get them somewhere, when I'm living proof that it clearly won't.
Is there even any difference between being low inhib and just not giving a fuck?
I got rejected by 17 different girls, 4 of which looked at me like I was dirt, man I could feel the deep hatred towards me from their hateful gaze. It was total ragefuel that about 20 seconds after I tried chatting up some 3 group , 2 random high tier normies show up and suddenly the same girl that looked at me with disgust is all giggly and happy. I wish she chokes on a dick and dies.
I used to think I was high inhib, but now that I'm blackpilled, I just don't give a fuck, because I know exactly how the numbers look like for a subhuman like me. before I would have been destroyed about that many rejections in just 1 hour, but now I just don't feel anything.
It was quite a weird experience, even tho I have a 0% success rate, and was clearly the most subhuman in the group, the low tier normies around me were baffled that I could go get rejected with such ease. I feel bad for them, they really think that getting over their insecurities and being confident is going to get them somewhere, when I'm living proof that it clearly won't.
Is there even any difference between being low inhib and just not giving a fuck?