JFL Losing virginity to escort helped me

[KetamineAddictYoda]

3+ months ago I was considering roping more than ever before. The pressure from that and being a KHHV really messed up my mental, so I decided to pay out the ass for an hour with a high class escort in case I died. In a sense, I didn't want to do it. I had always planned to have my first time with my wife. Of course, at this age I'm never going to find a virgin foid to share in that experience and I'm unsure whether I'll even be married.

I can't describe how gut wrenching the build-up was to meeting her. The anxiety was the worst in my life, consisting of hours worth of a pounding head, nausea, total obliviousness, some tearing up, and diarrhea. Strangely, the feeling dissipated about 30 minutes before meeting her. It was a feeling of tranquil resignation; I had accepted that my life amounted to this: my first sexual experience would be in my mid 20s with a prostitute. For good and bad, this would be with me the rest of my life. I enjoyed the sex despite everything, but as someone without friends or family, talking with her about anything and everything was just as enjoyable. I was so comfortable that I told her I'm autistic (something I never do) and she replied "What's that?" JFL.

Whilst ultimately being saddened by the whole situation, I appreciate the good that came from it. For a couple weeks, my mental state was better than ever before. My depressed libido spiked and made me cum buckets. My suicidal thoughts and sadness subsided for a time and were permanently reduced. I woke up energized instead of groggy. My mind is at ease knowing what sex is like. I know escorting is a remedy for me in the future.

The experience also changed my opinion on prostitution: Some people, mostly mentally or physically disabled men, really do have sexual needs that should be fulfilled by professionals. These trucels deserve legal, state subsidised and mandated sex. I still maintain its degenerate for all others.

I LIGHTLY recommend escortmaxxing at least once if you've genuinely tried and failed at attracting foids. Everyone's different, but I knew this would help me.

I thank that foid, nay, dare I say woman, for all she did to help me.

 

[Max Doltman]

cant afford to fuck an std trash dump for 400 an hour

 

[HONKLER BANDICOON]

I too soon will attempt escortmaxxing

I have doubts it will work for me because my luck stats are shit and nothing works out for me but I will see

Having sex, one way or another, even via escort, still seems alien and impossible for me

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

cant afford to fuck an std trash dump for 400 an hour

Why do anti-escort fags-in-denial always say this? unless you are fucking a crackwhore she will be cleaner than your average foid. also mine was much more expensive

I too soon will attempt escortmaxxing

I have doubts it will work for me because my luck stats are shit and nothing works out for me but I will see

Having sex, one way or another, even via escort, still seems alien and impossible for me

Good luck brocel

 

[Limitcel]

Didn't she scam you?

 

[psyop]

How old are you and how much did she charge

 

[Sloth22]

I can't since i'm NEET and American laws

 

[fructose]

how good is sex?

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

Didn't she scam you?

No. You must be confusing me with someone else.

How old are you and how much did she charge

Not saying. $1400.

I can't since i'm NEET and American laws

Why not get a job, at least an online one, or do Prolific or YouGov surveys to scrounge up money? Also, American cops do not care about prostitution unless it deals with girls being seriously abused and trafficked. I guarantee you live within 15 min of some street corners full of hookers.

how good is sex?

Physically speaking, not much better than my fleshlight, especially since I had a condom on. But that's a toy and not a real woman so the mental isn't there. Would still easily take sex over masturbation. I imagine it would be much better if me and her were in love.

 

[Limitcel]

No. You must be confusing me with someone else.

Not saying. $1400.

Why not get a job, at least an online one, or do Prolific or YouGov surveys to scrounge up money? Also, American cops do not care about prostitution unless it deals with girls being seriously abused and trafficked. I guarantee you live within 15 min of some street corners full of hookers.

Physically speaking, not much better than my fleshlight, especially since I had a condom on. But that's a toy and not a real woman so the mental isn't there. Would still easily take it over masturbation. I imagine it would be much better if me and her were in love.

It's common for prostitutes to scam on guys, especially the more inexperienced ones like this.
Like stealing money, making up lies and doing something in bed to make it go faster
They are usually involved in crime so it is difficult to try to complain.

 

[BLACKED.COM]

3+ months ago I was considering roping more than ever before. The pressure from that and being a KHHV really messed up my mental, so I decided to pay out the ass for an hour with a high class escort in case I died. In a sense, I didn't want to do it. I had always planned to have my first time with my wife. Of course, at this age I'm never going to find a virgin foid to share in that experience and I'm unsure whether I'll even be married.

I can't describe how gut wrenching the build-up was to meeting her. The anxiety was the worst in my life, consisting of hours worth of a pounding head, nausea, total obliviousness, some tearing up, and diarrhea. Strangely, the feeling dissipated about 30 minutes before meeting her. It was a feeling of tranquil resignation; I had accepted that my life amounted to this: my first sexual experience would be in my mid 20s with a prostitute. For good and bad, this would be with me the rest of my life. I enjoyed the sex despite everything, but as someone without friends or family, talking with her about anything and everything was just as enjoyable. I was so comfortable that I told her I'm autistic (something I never do) and she replied "What's that?" JFL.

Whilst ultimately being saddened by the whole situation, I appreciate the good that came from it. For a couple weeks, my mental state was better than ever before. My depressed libido spiked and made me cum buckets. My suicidal thoughts and sadness subsided for a time and were permanently reduced. I woke up energized instead of groggy. My mind is at ease knowing what sex is like. I know escorting is a remedy for me in the future.

The experience also changed my opinion on prostitution: Some people, mostly mentally or physically disabled men, really do have sexual needs that should be fulfilled by professionals. These trucels deserve legal, state subsidised and mandated sex. I still maintain its degenerate for all others.

Based take, netherlands has not only legal but also free escorts for disabled folks

I LIGHTLY recommend escortmaxxing at least once if you've genuinely tried and failed at attracting foids. Everyone's different, but I knew this would help me.

I thank that foid, nay, dare I say woman, for all she did to help me.

 

[Max Doltman]

how often will you see expensive escorts?

 

[psyop]

$1400

That’s crazy bro wtfs going on in America for it to be that much. Here in the UK max you’d pay is £200 ($250) for an hour and owo is standard. But fair enough if you’ve got money like that might aswell make use of it

 

[Kanye's Cousin]

Yeah, there's a lot of catharsis you feel after fucking a woman. I don't understand how dudes can work for years without sex. That would be miserable. I first started seeing escorts at 23, and I still see them often. When you're really stressed seeing an escort will provide major relief and give you energy. When I'm exhausted from work I go to the massage parlor, and it's so effective that if I had another job I'd easily be able to do it because of the physical relief you get from fucking escorts.

 

[Vakasneb3856]

. I had always planned to have my first time with my wife. Of course, at this age I'm never going to find a virgin foid to share in that experience and I'm unsure whether I'll even be married.

That was always what I wanted, but now I have to accept that its never going to happen and no foid would give a shit if I saved my virginity for them they'd be disgusted or see me as easily to manipulate due to lack of experience.

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

It's common for prostitutes to scam on guys, especially the more inexperienced ones like this.
Like stealing money, making up lies and doing something in bed to make it go faster
They are usually involved in crime so it is difficult to try to complain.

That's why you need to find one with a valid reputation through a social media presence, website, verified account, etc. Also, they're all trying to make you cum quick. It's not like you'll last beyond 10 minutes, anyways.

how often will you see expensive escorts?

Once every year or two. Possibly more if my income increase and I'm still incel (which is more than likely).

That’s crazy bro wtfs going on in America for it to be that much. Here in the UK max you’d pay is £200 ($250) for an hour and owo is standard. But fair enough if you’ve got money like that might aswell make use of it

It really isn't that much if you can manage your money. For example, $1400 is equivalent to taking $50 out of your weekly paycheck for 28 weeks to spend on yourself. Spend that much weekly and nobody would bat an eye, so I decided to spend the full amount once for a good first time with a 10/10. Also, I really like noodle foids and there are none in my country. She was only here because she's a travelling escort so I was willing to pay the premium.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I too soon will attempt escortmaxxing

I have doubts it will work for me because my luck stats are shit and nothing works out for me but I will see

Having sex, one way or another, even via escort, still seems alien and impossible for me

Is it legal where you live? If it was legal in my cucked state in the USA, I'd have done it a year ago. I hate that I have to travel 2,000+ miles just to go to a state where you can legally pay to fuck a whore

 

[WeirdoDesperado]

Based take, netherlands has not only legal but also free escorts for disabled folks

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Not anymore, the disabled could get neetbux for that in 1992-2017 which didn't cover the whole price. You can correct my information if I'm wrong, that would be nice if it was true.

Not saying. $1400.

That's an insane amount of money for one visit. Here escorts usually cost around $220 per hour, natives charge more. If I lived in the US, I would have done that somewhere where it's cheap, maybe Bulgaria but yeah, plane tickets and hostels cost too.

 

[FishmanBecker]

I will do it soon. Where are you located out of curiosity?