Deleted member 5089
NBK
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I'm 28, and he is also 28. We went to same highschool. He was a complete outcast, just like me, only he was into metal music and stuff related to it, and I'm not. He was a bullied loser. Anyways, years later, he added me on facebook, and what do I see? During his 20s he played bass in metal bands, and had multiple relationships with years younger, hot metal and goth chicks. He even bragged fucking them and being in love with them, getting wasted constantly with friends, and now he finished good college, has a steady girlfriend, a job etc. Meanwhile, me? I stayed the same loser I was in highschool. No girlfriends, no life experiences, nothing. Mentally ill loner. How do I cope with this? He had everything I always wished for, and we started the same... this is just so depressing, I want to kill myself. I can handle Chad, but this?