Looksmaxxing and Careermaxxing diary

[Reborn]

My dear fellow incel brethren,

it was at 14 that I realized girls didn't give a shit about me and even back then I was concerned I might end up incel which I did. Since then I resigned and spent the next 22 years playing video games at home alone. I am now 36 and except for the last 2 years spent my life in my living room.

Giving up is not that bad if you give up completely. It sounds weird but at times when I was deeply convinced that I had no chance to change my life and that I would be alone forever I was at peace. I was at peace because I learned to accept that this was it for me. Like someone sitting in a wheelchair. At first it must be devastating but once you realize this is your life and it will be your life forever you probably make your peace with it as you have no alternatives.

Over the last 5 or 6 years however, I have been in doubt. I was wondering: "What if I gave up to early? What if I truely had the potential to make it out of inceldom?" This is quite a torturous thought. It's not a good feeling to wonder whether you could live a better life if only you tried.

So for the sake of clarity I will now make an attempt to change my life. This shall be my most intense - and final attempt to change my life. Once I am done with this and I am not successful I will give up forever and accept inceldom as my fate until death once and for all.

I shall document my efforts here in this thread over the span of about 3-4 years. I believe doing so will motivate me and others who see how my journey goes can decide for themselves whether they want to give it another try or not. My experiences may help you making a decision.

I will start this diary later this evening with my first entry.

 

[Gremlincel]

Gotta respect the oldcels.

 

[Limerencel]

Beste of luck to you mate. No amount of pussy can fully fix it from here on, but maybe you can find a girl worthwhile, perhaps even pass on some genes. I'll leave you with this:

 

[last_man]

Good luck brother. Worst thing that could happen is that you become fit and get a better job, even if you don't ascend it's still worthwhile.

 

[Reborn]

Good luck brother. Worst thing that could happen is that you become fit and get a better job, even if you don't ascend it's still worthwhile.

Well it's not like I have nothing to lose. If you are fighting for something really bad and in the end you fail then that changes you. But I need to give it a try for the sake of clarity.

 

[HumanTrash]

I have just recently began to realize the same pretty much, that maybe I'm just a fatcel after all and I could have whole different game when losing 20 kg (sounds obvious but I didn't see weight as that big issue). Fatcel=volcel pretty much especially if they're white and tall with no major flaws on face.

 

[VinnyVan]

You are late but better late than never. I am in my mid 20's and trying to get a higher education as we speak.
Not sure where i will get a job after that but my country is obsessed with high education.

 

[Reborn]

I have just recently began to realize the same pretty much, that maybe I'm just a fatcel after all and I could have whole different game when losing 20 kg (sounds obvious but I didn't see weight as that big issue). Fatcel=volcel pretty much especially if they're white and tall with no major flaws on face.

Well you don't know if we are volcel. A truecel that gains weight is still a truecel despite being fatcel. But if you haven't fully tried then you can't be certain.

 

[Reborn]

As announced before I will start fighting against my incel status. I will document everything here. Should I manage to escape inceldom I will report here and then GTFO of here out of respect for my fellow incel brethren who are still caught in the HELL that is inceldom.

1. Thoughts on escaping inceldom
Becoming an escortcel would be almost like an escape from inceldom for me since I am in the lucky situation that prostitution is legal where I live. This means I could have sex regularly at a relatively low price.
However, while it may seem easy to you to become an escortcel it is not for me mainly since I am very much struggling with a sort of social anxiety. Also my self esteem regarding my body is terribly low and I will have to work on that first. Otherwise my attempt to become an escortcel may backfire and destroy my self confidence even more. Also I don't just want to become an escortcel. I want the ability to occasionally fuck a woman without paying. Simply because this would be a boost for my self confidence every time and it would effectively prove that I have managed to escape inceldom. So this is the goal.

2. First steps:
My first steps will not directly be related to women at all. I will basically just try starting to get my fucking act together. My flat always looks like a trash yard and I live a completely chaotic life. Before I can progress in any way I must fix this.

Therefore I have written a plan consisting of three basic steps. The first step is to develop a daily routine to clean up my mess, do the housework etc. The second step is to organize things for my job better. Also I used to be self employed and still need to get some things done to get out of some of the contracts I had. This will be step three.

Once these steps are completed I will have enough time and control of my life to proceed further.

Also integrated in step 1 I will start dieting effective Tuesday. My goal is to lose about 45 kg of weight (99 lbs).

 

[GaelicIrish]

Would that not just attract gold diggers though, betabuxing? I am 26 and have given up on the thought of having a girlfriend, you have to know your limits, it is like someone who isn't a talented footballer looking to play for Manchester United

 

[Reborn]

Would that not just attract gold diggers though, betabuxing? I am 26 and have given up on the thought of having a girlfriend, you have to know your limits, it is like someone who isn't a talented footballer looking to play for Manchester United

Even if I succeed and manage to fuck women without paying them directly I will not start beta buxing them. I am not interested in a relationship anymore. Too much has happened that can't be fixed anymore. I just want to fuck occasionally so that I don't have to feel like an incel anymore.

Paying whores is not betabuxing IMO. It's simply an exchange of value. Service for money. Like getting a haircut. There is no difference.

 

[GaelicIrish]

Even if I succeed and manage to fuck women without paying them directly I will not start beta buxing them. I am not interested in a relationship anymore. Too much has happened that can't be fixed anymore. I just want to fuck occasionally so that I don't have to feel like an incel anymore.

Paying whores is not betabuxing IMO. It's simply an exchange of value. Service for money. Like getting a haircut. There is no difference.

But would you not need to live as a normie to get casual sexual encounters? I couldn't do it as I don't have the social skills for going to pubs and clubs.

Yes I plan to visit escorts too, not too often only maybe 8 times a year but I need to lose weight too, I would only visit girls who would allow me to video record it so I can masturbate to it the rest of the time. Paying that money for a temporary experience doesn't sit right with me, I need to have it recorded.

 

[Reborn]

But would you not need to live as a normie to get casual sexual encounters? I couldn't do it as I don't have the social skills for going to pubs and clubs.

Yes I plan to visit escorts too, not too often only maybe 8 times a year but I need to lose weight too, I would only visit girls who would allow me to video record it so I can masturbate to it the rest of the time. Paying that money for a temporary experience doesn't sit right with me, I need to have it recorded.

Four years ago I was completely isolated from society but since then I got a different job. I was already kinda planning this back then. Now I have a lot of colleagues I could go to pubs and clubs with. Sure there will be a lot of work ahead since I have no idea how to approach women "in field". Also due to the new job I am now very well known in the city. When I go to a store there are always 4-5 people I know. I can't give you information on my job though since I don't want to be recognized obviously.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

How tall are you ?
Your nordwood status ?
What's your "looksmaxxing" plan ?

 

[Reborn]

178 cm / 5'85
Full hair.
Losing 99 pounds. Then going gymcel. Buy chad clothing and accessoires.
I believe I could be a 7/10 when gymceled to the max.

 

[GaelicIrish]

You definitely aren't truecel then, when I go to a supermarket I would walk out if I saw someone in the distance I knew

 

[Reborn]

You definitely aren't truecel then, when I go to a supermarket I would walk out if I saw someone in the distance I knew

I am a 36 year old unkissed and unfucked virgin despite several hundred attempts to contact women online. What the fuck does one need to do to be considered incel?

You definitely aren't truecel then, when I go to a supermarket I would walk out if I saw someone in the distance I knew

how old are you anyway

 

[Deleted member 6214]

I wish you the best of luck brother, I really hope you can make it.

Btw, are you going to consider cosmetic surgery?

 

[Deleted member 6470]

178 cm / 5'85
Full hair.
Losing 99 pounds. Then going gymcel. Buy chad clothing and accessoires.
I believe I could be a 7/10 when gymceled to the max.

So you were a neet ? You're a HS dropout ?
How you got a job after years of social isolation ?

 

[Reborn]

I wish you the best of luck brother, I really hope you can make it.

Btw, are you going to consider cosmetic surgery?

Maybe to fix some minor skin issues. Other than that I am too scared that it may go wrong.

 

[Firefly]

Please give me some of your motivation I really need it >.<

 

[Robinxyz]

I am currently 29 and in uni. I am trying to salvage what I can. Good luck.

 

[The End]

I am trying too, but really half-assedly. Good look!

 

[Reborn]

So you were a neet ? You're a HS dropout ?
How you got a job after years of social isolation ?

I finished school but dropped out of university. I did a home office IT job for over 12 years. During several years of that time I only communicated via email with other people. Then I went to a school for about 2 years to get a new job qualification. During that time I still did the IT job to keep myself alive.

I am trying too, but really half-assedly. Good look!

You need to keep in mind us oldcels have not much time left. Once you are 50 it's definitely over.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

is it possible for it to be any more over?

 

[Reborn]

Please give me some of your motivation I really need it >.<

Just figure yourself dying as a virgin. That should motivate you.

is it possible for it to be any more over?

I know 60 year old virgins. It's over for them.