I have accepted a long time ago that this world will never give me the happiness that i so much desire, no matter what i do or what i consume to feel a little joy for at least some hours. Therefore, i will just look forward to please Allah and hope that he lets me enter paradise, where i get everything i always dreamed of, but couldn’t even come near enough to sniff it in this world.
Maybe Allah doesen’t let me enjoy those things, because he wants me to crave paradise even more, like a motivation.
I don’t know what he thinks or why he does the things that he does, but what I know is, that i have nothing to lose if i at least try to ASCEND into a better place and the only one that has the key to this better place is Allah and nobody else.
I know that I can not be a good Muslim, because the western civilization ruined my soul too much and degenerated me, but i can at least give my best and Allah knows.
Maybe Allah doesen’t let me enjoy those things, because he wants me to crave paradise even more, like a motivation.
I don’t know what he thinks or why he does the things that he does, but what I know is, that i have nothing to lose if i at least try to ASCEND into a better place and the only one that has the key to this better place is Allah and nobody else.
I know that I can not be a good Muslim, because the western civilization ruined my soul too much and degenerated me, but i can at least give my best and Allah knows.
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