It's Over Looking forward to death more than life

[Sleepycell]

Recently, I've come to a profound realization that my life seems to be an unending cycle of bordem, regret, and despair. I find myself dwelling on the youthful experiences I missed out on, knowing they are forever lost to the past. Yet, I've come to accept that dwelling on it won't change anything,

In general, I find little to look forward to each day, and it feels like I'm trapped in an endless loop. Strangely, I've grown numb to this feeling; it no longer brings me sadness. I have, to some extent, come to terms with the fact that I will never achieve true happiness in this lifetime. Consequently, the only thing that seems to excite me or give me a glimmer of hope is the idea of death - a leap into the unknown. While contemplating this, I can't help but feel a curious mix of excitement and relief, envisioning an escape from my miserable and bleak existence.

 

[Moroccancel]

So fucking brutal, brocel. When life no longer gives more of itself, what attracts the most is death. We were denied life from the beginning.

 

[fang]

It's very easy to brood like this if you give it too much thought and time.
For me this works like a mood swing, it just goes away on its own.

 

[Sleepycell]

So fucking brutal, brocel. When life no longer gives more of itself, what attracts the most is death. We were denied life from the beginning.

This is so true we never even had a life to begin with it is as though we were born and we died we are quite literally the definition of a ghost

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I’m not looking forward to either

 

[Luzifer]

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

I’m not looking forward to either

what are we doing here then?
what's a subhuman but a pile of copes

 

[Sleepycell]

It's very easy to brood like this if you give it too much thought and time.
For me this works like a mood swing, it just goes away on its own.

No I'm dead serious when i have nothing to live for except god at this point I'm not feeling sad or bad about it i just don't care anymore I'm numb to it now.

 

[Sleepycell]

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so true

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

what are we doing here then?
what's a subhuman but a pile of copes

Forgetting both life and death

 

[Qadr]

Recently, I've come to a profound realization that my life seems to be an unending cycle of bordem, regret, and despair. I find myself dwelling on the youthful experiences I missed out on, knowing they are forever lost to the past. Yet, I've come to accept that dwelling on it won't change anything,

In general, I find little to look forward to each day, and it feels like I'm trapped in an endless loop. Strangely, I've grown numb to this feeling; it no longer brings me sadness. I have, to some extent, come to terms with the fact that I will never achieve true happiness in this lifetime. Consequently, the only thing that seems to excite me or give me a glimmer of hope is the idea of death - a leap into the unknown. While contemplating this, I can't help but feel a curious mix of excitement and relief, envisioning an escape from my miserable and bleak existence.

 

[Robb97]

Same for me. Knowing that life is finite gives me peace.

 

[all this time]

meds

 

[SufferingMammal]

Your only friend in a world that tries to take you out of the gene pool is DEATH!