Luzifer
Overlord
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Me 7 to 10 Years Old
My first ever expierenced blackpill was in elementary school, i was always the smollest in class, and considered as the weakling at sports i was always picked as last, this was the first expierence that i am diffrent than other kids. I didnt got bullied and i still got friends who played Pokemon with me, because i was HighIQ in Pokemon.
Me 10 to 14 Years old
Middleschool was a disaster, i was bullied all the time for my height and big teeth.
I got my first rejection at 12. I asked my Pokemonfriend that i liked that one girl and he told the cool kids (aka Chad) about my crush and the whole school knew about it and laughed about it. It turned out that my Pokemonfriend was a bully when he was with other kids and when he didnt had his other friends he came too me because noone else was playing pokemon. It was an abusive friendship.
I kinda looked like this with niggerlips 
Kids at school writed my first crush love letters with me as a sender.
They also took my school books and other stuff on her place when i was on toilet, so i always had to go on her place too pick it up again.
Teachers didnt care, because the lead bully was son off a chad teacher. (All JBs were after the teacher and the son - another proof off the geneticpill - i realized they were only after him for his looks )
I hated too go in middleschool it was full of physical abuse and mental abuse, but i found my cope.
World of fucking Warcraft, i was High IQ enough too pass with not much effort in studying and i gamed everyday, till my parents worried about my gaming addiction and limited my time, which made me even more addicted. I told my parents about it but it only got worser after this.
I had some nerds friend aswell at this time but they used me only that they can game at my place because their parents where so strict.
At 13 everyone used Skype and some bullies contacted me with an fake account of a cute foid, and pretented to like me, they said i know u from WoW and some off your guildmembers gave me your skypename (one bully finded out my WoW Character name and joined WoW to pretend as a newbie and joined the same guild as me) , it was so embarrissing i really thought it would be a real foid, because they made it really high IQ they found pictures which u can not google check, ... it was the most embarissing thing and i felled for that fake foid. I found out that the whole school was reading i written with that fakefoid and its the most embarissing thing ever.
This was the time i really wanted too rope first in my life and looked up roping methods - but i coped with World of Warcraft it saved me again.
I was happy when middleschool ended.I was a midget with big acne with stupid polo shirts 2/10 maxx
I was at an summercamp and got some summercamp friends, then we met 2 foids 13 too 14 who already had sex with their older boyfriends. And i heared one just breaked up with her boyfriend so i tried too approach her, she said literaly "You are so fucking ugly - "i would never touch you" ( i was watching many dating coaches at that time)
Me 14 to 18
I went into a computerclass Highschool, i wasn't the only nerd there, but the only one who played world of warcraft, the other kids played League of Legends, so i got bullied for paying a monthly subscirption for a stupid game where u only fly around, and these cucks where paying their whole pocket money for skins.
I got not as much bullied than in middleschool because those kids become afraid of me, i was wearing dark clothes and listening too metal all day and growed my hair.
They only made me an outcast for playing "WoW - because it was for nerds" - These niggers were online on Steam 24/7 and were into Anime at that time - I was much superior.
Puberty hit and i still got acne but my face got more masculine i wasn't a 2/10 anymore i was a solid 3/10 5 6 14 yo male (the last time i growed) I gave my self a promise at this time I will fucking proof them wrong on my life and i show all my bullies that i am not a subhuman - I AM GONNA BE A ROCKSTAR - Rock N'Roll - Is the incarnation off rebellion against society and i want too rebel against you normal motherfuckers who will just end up in a stupid 9 - 5 Job, but I am gonna have SEX - DRUG AND ROCK N'ROLL
I quitted Highschool at 16 because i thought i am going too become a rockstar after 3hours off guitar lesson. I got working with education job and played guitar all day, and got long hair. I was pretty bad at guitar but the cope got me strong - I changed too bass because i thought it's easier too get into a band as bassist, because there are some cool bassists like Duff McKagan, Geeze Buttler, Lemmy Kilmister and that i just have to be unique. I applied for some bands which all refused me because "my style was not fitting and i am too young"
I tried dating apps at this time and sometimes i got an online foid too write with me but never wanted too meet me, it was a stupid time and i was a simp. I matched with a landwhale once and we met at a busstation, i just came from a band application and got my basscase with me ("i felt like a rockstar")
I was still 16 and that foid was like 20kg more as on the pictures and a head taller than me, she looked akward at me like i was some kind off alien. We had a little smalltalk and she said "I thought you were taller" (trust me this wasn't the last time i heard this in my life) After an akward silence i tried too kiss her she curved me. BROOTAL she said i am gonna go home see u. My pics were all with some black and white filter so i looked edgy and i didnt put my height inside them.
I looked like this dude with my hair. But i thought, i looked like Kurt Cobain with long hair
At 17 i got my first car because i saved up all my wagesalary and savings for driving license and a car
The nerd dudes i knew from middleschool i had sometimes contact because they also got into metal and they were into weed, so these fuckers used me for driving and selling them weed i ordered from the darknet back in the day. Sometimes i was invited too HS Partys, but all foids just come too me when they wanted too smoke. I was a cuck but atleast i expierenced some kind of validation. I really tried too coldapproach and warmapproach but i heard "you are too ugly" - So many times i lost count - but i thought "I AM GONNA BE A ROCKSTAR SOON" It was brutal for me these girls and they were having secks
I found out no foid was interested in rock or metal music it was like today only edgy kids and boomers.
They all went crazy for some sandnigger rappers and One Direction and Chadmusicans. No band wanted me because they prefered music students who are in university and stuff and had expierince - but i met one dude online who was like living on a smoll farm house and was really just an edgekid as me and we played together for sometime till we gave up. - He managed too instagrammaxx and got some goth girlfriends he nieschemaxxed but my face was too ugly. I growed a smoll beard which made ma an 5 6 3.5/10.
I went at that time too some techno parties and hugged super drugged foids who hugged everyone because they were so low inhib on ecstasy (feel Mogged). I got cucked very often by foids at that time but i couldnt give up.
I also understood the principe off mogging and i kinda figured out it was my looks. - I still was looking dating coaches and was in active in an PUA Forum.
I lost all my nerd buddies at that time because they got all into their relationship at 17-18 and they didnt needed me anymore.
I started too selfimprove and wanted too Redpillmaxx and got removed my long hair quit Bass playing and started too gymmaxx - But this is a whole other story
My first ever expierenced blackpill was in elementary school, i was always the smollest in class, and considered as the weakling at sports i was always picked as last, this was the first expierence that i am diffrent than other kids. I didnt got bullied and i still got friends who played Pokemon with me, because i was HighIQ in Pokemon.
Me 10 to 14 Years old
Middleschool was a disaster, i was bullied all the time for my height and big teeth.
I got my first rejection at 12. I asked my Pokemonfriend that i liked that one girl and he told the cool kids (aka Chad) about my crush and the whole school knew about it and laughed about it. It turned out that my Pokemonfriend was a bully when he was with other kids and when he didnt had his other friends he came too me because noone else was playing pokemon. It was an abusive friendship.
Kids at school writed my first crush love letters with me as a sender.
They also took my school books and other stuff on her place when i was on toilet, so i always had to go on her place too pick it up again.
Teachers didnt care, because the lead bully was son off a chad teacher.
(All JBs were after the teacher and the son - another proof off the geneticpill - i realized they were only after him for his looks )I hated too go in middleschool it was full of physical abuse and mental abuse, but i found my cope.
World of fucking Warcraft
, i was High IQ enough too pass with not much effort in studying and i gamed everyday, till my parents worried about my gaming addiction and limited my time, which made me even more addicted. I told my parents about it but it only got worser after this.I had some nerds friend aswell at this time but they used me only that they can game at my place because their parents where so strict.
At 13 everyone used Skype and some bullies contacted me with an fake account of a cute foid, and pretented to like me, they said i know u from WoW and some off your guildmembers gave me your skypename (one bully finded out my WoW Character name and joined WoW to pretend as a newbie and joined the same guild as me) , it was so embarrissing i really thought it would be a real foid, because they made it really high IQ they found pictures which u can not google check, ... it was the most embarissing thing and i felled for that fake foid. I found out that the whole school was reading i written with that fakefoid and its the most embarissing thing ever.
This was the time i really wanted too rope first in my life and looked up roping methods
- but i coped with World of Warcraft it saved me again.I was happy when middleschool ended.
I was a midget with big acne with stupid polo shirts 2/10 maxxI was at an summercamp and got some summercamp friends, then we met 2 foids 13 too 14 who already had sex with their older boyfriends. And i heared one just breaked up with her boyfriend so i tried too approach her, she said literaly "You are so fucking ugly - "i would never touch you" ( i was watching many dating coaches at that time)
Me 14 to 18
I went into a computerclass Highschool, i wasn't the only nerd there, but the only one who played world of warcraft, the other kids played League of Legends, so i got bullied for paying a monthly subscirption for a stupid game where u only fly around, and these cucks where paying their whole pocket money for skins.
I got not as much bullied than in middleschool because those kids become afraid of me, i was wearing dark clothes and listening too metal all day and growed my hair.
They only made me an outcast for playing "WoW - because it was for nerds" - These niggers were online on Steam 24/7 and were into Anime at that time - I was much superior.
Puberty hit and i still got acne but my face got more masculine i wasn't a 2/10 anymore i was a solid 3/10 5 6 14 yo male (the last time i growed) I gave my self a promise at this time I will fucking proof them wrong on my life and i show all my bullies that i am not a subhuman - I AM GONNA BE A ROCKSTAR - Rock N'Roll - Is the incarnation off rebellion against society and i want too rebel against you normal motherfuckers who will just end up in a stupid 9 - 5 Job, but I am gonna have SEX - DRUG AND ROCK N'ROLL
I quitted Highschool at 16 because i thought i am going too become a rockstar after 3hours off guitar lesson. I got working with education job and played guitar all day, and got long hair. I was pretty bad at guitar but the cope got me strong - I changed too bass because i thought it's easier too get into a band as bassist, because there are some cool bassists like Duff McKagan, Geeze Buttler, Lemmy Kilmister and that i just have to be unique. I applied for some bands which all refused me because "my style was not fitting and i am too young"
I tried dating apps at this time and sometimes i got an online foid too write with me but never wanted too meet me, it was a stupid time and i was a simp. I matched with a landwhale once and we met at a busstation, i just came from a band application and got my basscase with me ("i felt like a rockstar")
I was still 16 and that foid was like 20kg more as on the pictures and a head taller than me, she looked akward at me like i was some kind off alien. We had a little smalltalk and she said "I thought you were taller" (trust me this wasn't the last time i heard this in my life) After an akward silence i tried too kiss her she curved me. BROOTAL
she said i am gonna go home see u. My pics were all with some black and white filter so i looked edgy and i didnt put my height inside them.At 17 i got my first car because i saved up all my wagesalary and savings for driving license and a car
The nerd dudes i knew from middleschool i had sometimes contact because they also got into metal and they were into weed, so these fuckers used me for driving and selling them weed i ordered from the darknet back in the day. Sometimes i was invited too HS Partys, but all foids just come too me when they wanted too smoke. I was a cuck but atleast i expierenced some kind of validation. I really tried too coldapproach and warmapproach but i heard "you are too ugly" - So many times i lost count - but i thought "I AM GONNA BE A ROCKSTAR SOON" It was brutal for me these girls and they were having secks
I found out no foid was interested in rock or metal music it was like today only edgy kids and boomers.
They all went crazy for some sandnigger rappers and One Direction and Chadmusicans.
No band wanted me because they prefered music students who are in university and stuff and had expierince - but i met one dude online who was like living on a smoll farm house and was really just an edgekid as me and we played together for sometime till we gave up. - He managed too instagrammaxx and got some goth girlfriends he nieschemaxxed but my face was too ugly. I growed a smoll beard which made ma an 5 6 3.5/10. I went at that time too some techno parties and hugged super drugged foids who hugged everyone because they were so low inhib on ecstasy (feel Mogged)
. I got cucked very often by foids at that time but i couldnt give up.I also understood the principe off mogging and i kinda figured out it was my looks. - I still was looking dating coaches and was in active in an PUA Forum.
I lost all my nerd buddies at that time because they got all into their relationship at 17-18 and they didnt needed me anymore.
I started too selfimprove and wanted too Redpillmaxx and got removed my long hair quit Bass playing and started too gymmaxx - But this is a whole other story
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