Serious living alone as an incel?

[nxdismycope]

i lived this year alone'ish for couple of months (50% of the time friend/family stayed at my place because it was pretty close to my home). anyway that was just for job couple of months and now im back home.
in the last 2 months all i did was looking for apartments to get out of this house (living with a nightmare family) and today i got a call that i can rent an apartment i really wanted - at first i was really really happy but now im starting to have a mini panic attack. this is for real this time, no coming back home again, its a different city so i wont know anyone. next year i want to go to school so at the start i thought of staying home the untill then to save 12 months of rent but living with my family is really bad. 0 privacy and they always bother me. i got 0 motivation at home and all i do is ldar (didnt work for the last 3-4 months.)
i need to tell him an answer today and idk what to do.. anxiety is taking over once again
fuckkkkkk
im almost 23 btw and saved around 20K$

 

[ShadowMonk]

I've lived alone since I was 19.
You will have to do it eventually.
Want to see my 1 room apartment gym, bro?

 

[BlackOpsIIcel]

 

[Deleted member 13256]

It's up to you tbh. Living by yourself is a great opportunity but there's nothing wrong with living with your parents if you want to moneymaxx.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

It's expensive. Living with your parents limits what you can do and a lot of privacy is gone, but at least you don't have to pay a big part of your salary to some landlord scum.

Seriously, working robs you of 8 hours + of your time, every day. You're basically working 4 of those hours every single day just to pay your landlord.

 

[Existentialcel]

Move out and live on your own if the current environment sucks. I can’t stand my asian parents nagging at me all day so I haven’t lived at home since I moved out for college. Well worth the price

 

[Deleted member 7448]

i lived this year alone'ish for couple of months (50% of the time friend/family stayed at my place because it was pretty close to my home). anyway that was just for job couple of months and now im back home.
in the last 2 months all i did was looking for apartments to get out of this house (living with a nightmare family) and today i got a call that i can rent an apartment i really wanted - at first i was really really happy but now im starting to have a mini panic attack. this is for real this time, no coming back home again, its a different city so i wont know anyone. next year i want to go to school so at the start i thought of staying home the untill then to save 12 months of rent but living with my family is really bad. 0 privacy and they always bother me. i got 0 motivation at home and all i do is ldar (didnt work for the last 3-4 months.)
i need to tell him an answer today and idk what to do.. anxiety is taking over once again
fuckkkkkk
im almost 23 btw and saved around 20K$

School at 23? Kudos for wanting to improve yourself, but uni is suifuel for oldcels.

 

[Hunter]

sounds like a dream imo. my endgame is to find a single apartment or flat all to myself and live out the rest of my days living alone

 

[Deleted member 12256]

Wish i could live alone but i can't afford it yet.

 

[nxdismycope]

School at 23? Kudos for wanting to improve yourself, but uni is suifuel for oldcels.

in europe alot of people even 27+ in school. its not like in america

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

it's pretty great for the first 4-5 years, then you might get lonely if you're still alone
hopefully you get an old landlord like mine who can barely tell when i've last done any vacuuming or whatever

 

[Adzie]

i'm 23 and i'm currently living alone for college, it is definitely better than living in an extremely toxic environment with drama and arguments everyday. It's better for your mental health and will also make you not hate your parents which is better for their sake. My housemates can be a bit noisy and my landlord plays music out loud from time to time but simply being assured that no one will EVER attempt to enter your room or call you out of your room is bliss.

 

[nxdismycope]

i'm 23 and i'm currently living alone for college, it is definitely better than living in an extremely toxic environment with drama and arguments everyday. It's better for your mental health and will also make you not hate your parents which is better for their sake. My housemates can be a bit noisy and my landlord plays music out loud from time to time but simply being assured that no one will EVER attempt to enter your room or call you out of your room is bliss.

do you work part time?

 

[Adzie]

do you work part time?

No

 

[El3ctr1ck]

Idk how expensive its the country you live in. But im living with my fucking mother and i dream to running away from here. If i had that amount of money i could living just by trading and i would living by myself. 20K is a nice stock to run away right now.

 

[nxdismycope]

No

so... rent money from where?

 

[RopeMaXXer]

You'll ldar just as hard when you're alone as when you're with parents.
In fact the silence is gonna boost the effect. I like it because it's peaceful but ive been doing nothing productive do far

 

[nxdismycope]

You'll ldar just as hard when you're alone as when you're with parents.
In fact the silence is gonna boost the effect. I like it because it's peaceful but ive been doing nothing productive do far

thats what im afraid of.... fuck i have to make a decision and just cant.....

 

[Adzie]

so... rent money from where?

Government

 

[escortcelmax]

I have roommates

 

[nxdismycope]

fuck i think ill just stay for the next year at home. cant get over this anxiety........ hoping my looksmax will go good at least+ill have some spare money to escort in kiev or germany.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

 

[escortcelmax]

What’s that like

Ok we get along. One is a women (landlord) and the other is a guy. We're cool with one another

 

[escortcelmax]

Chad

Fuck outta here with that bs. Shes the landlord

 

[NeetSupremacist]

I lived on myself, one day I started becoming crazy because of social anciety and because of the depression. I did not know why but I went to the pomp station and bought cigarettes (i do not smoke) and started smoking in my room like a little baby in the hope it would get rid of my depression. It didn't work so I went outside to the city to get weed but it turned out I was to scared to walk into a weed shop.

 

[escortcelmax]

I’m just joshing with ya bruh

Ok. Some people on here like to make that allegation causally

 

[nxdismycope]

told them i change my mind. im too subhuman to live alone. just fuck this life, we were born to suffer.