Literally no one understands.

[fullofchagrin]

No one, not even users on this forum understand the depression and the mental pain that I'm going through. I don't even care much about loneliness; it's like crying about a broken arm while being skinned alive. But at least I can still relate to people here on many other things. I've been to so many doctors and ''specialists'' and none of them understand. I think I would seriously rather spend some years in sednaya or guantanamo or any other torture camp you can think of than live like this.

 

[Anthrofurrcel]

Brutal. Can't relate, I feel more anger than sadness and affliction because of inceldom

 

[fullofchagrin]

Brutal. Can't relate, I feel more anger than sadness and affliction because of inceldom

It's not sadness. The problem is that there isn't a word for the ''emotion'' that I'm feeling, and I've never been able to explain it to anyone. Even my (best and only friend) who is also severely depressed and once cut himself up so bad I thought he was going to bleed to death doesn't understand me.

The best way I can explain it is imagine if some scientists invented a torture method that would cause victims mental pain 24/7, that would get worse when attempting to do something so you would not be able to accomplish anything, but also gets worse when you don't do anything.

 

[Grodd]

I'm depressed and angry everything my brain is fried

 

[The_word_made_flesh]

No one, not even users on this forum understand the depression and the mental pain that I'm going through. I don't even care much about loneliness; it's like crying about a broken arm while being skinned alive. But at least I can still relate to people here on many other things. I've been to so many doctors and ''specialists'' and none of them understand. I think I would seriously rather spend some years in sednaya or guantanamo or any other torture camp you can think of than live like this.

Isaiah 53:5

But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
and by his wounds we are healed.

 

[fullofchagrin]

Isaiah 53:5

But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
and by his wounds we are healed.

Are you saying I'm Jesus?

 

[The_word_made_flesh]

Are you saying I'm Jesus?

No, but that Jesus understands what you are feeling and does care for you!

 

[fullofchagrin]

No, but that Jesus understands what you are feeling and does care for you!

Lol maybe he should have helped me when I was begging for God to save me when I was hiding from my bullies as a child. Religion is a cope

 

[The_word_made_flesh]

Lol maybe he should have helped me when I was begging for God to save me when I was hiding from my bullies as a child. Religion is a cope

I hope you reconsider