I am not allowed to enjoy life in this world. I am not allowed to. Because I'm a social outcast and nobody likes or accepts me - my whole life.
My whole life I've been trying to fit in with the cool people, but I've never been taken seriously. Everything is so superficial these days. I was always picked last in gym class because I was so bad. I'm very short at 1.65m 5'5" and was always put down for it and never taken seriously until today.
I've never had a girlfriend - at the age of 21! No one, absolutely no one has ever accepted me. Even within my family I am bullied and am the scapegoat.
Life as a child was so much fairer. As a child, you don't have to worry about issues like am I attractive enough, do I earn enough money, do I have status, but from the moment you enter puberty, life turns into either heaven or hell on earth.
When I think of all the young people in relationships who have to watch the same sunset as I do alone, enjoying it together, it makes me really sad and demoralizes me. I always have to do everything alone. Life is not fair.
I'm being deprived of my right to a good life. What can I do about it? NOTHING
My whole life I've been trying to fit in with the cool people, but I've never been taken seriously. Everything is so superficial these days. I was always picked last in gym class because I was so bad. I'm very short at 1.65m 5'5" and was always put down for it and never taken seriously until today.
I've never had a girlfriend - at the age of 21! No one, absolutely no one has ever accepted me. Even within my family I am bullied and am the scapegoat.
Life as a child was so much fairer. As a child, you don't have to worry about issues like am I attractive enough, do I earn enough money, do I have status, but from the moment you enter puberty, life turns into either heaven or hell on earth.
When I think of all the young people in relationships who have to watch the same sunset as I do alone, enjoying it together, it makes me really sad and demoralizes me. I always have to do everything alone. Life is not fair.
I'm being deprived of my right to a good life. What can I do about it? NOTHING
