Neggr
Died.
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- Joined
- Apr 29, 2019
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Its just getting worse day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. Every single time I finish a video game and get the short amount of dopamine I need to function as a human being a void is filling me up. I get reminded how painful life is, how no1 cares about me because of outside factors I never chose. Because of my bad genetics I have been doomed into 80 years of suffering, too afraid to die, too afraid to live. The rejections I have received, the countless blackpills I have encountered, the reactions I have received by just showing up. I dont want to deal with it anymore, its so painful...