Venting Life is so hopeless and boring

[ADHD_cel]

My depression is hitting me again after seeing so many attractive people outside. Been staying in my bed the whole day and reading famous people’s biographies today. I’m trying to imagine how my life would be if I had their luck, but in reality I’ll most certainly die alone as some nameless irrelevant secondary character. That makes my life very bleak ngl.

 

[Rapist]

Maybe find your 200th escort to fuck.

 

[PastillaNegra]

Find a new cope

 

[PLA1092]

I’ll most certainly die alone as some nameless irrelevant secondary character.

I wouldn't even be a character, JFL.

 

[ADHD_cel]

Maybe find your 200th escort to fuck.

38 ahead of me, kek

 

[Mecoja]

38 ahead of me, kek

Bruh.

 

[willystroker]

Just accept that you're not like those attractive people. They live in a different world to us, they may as well be a different species. But they are weak and ungrateful because almost everything comes easy to them. Subhuman men can only find joy in their own little world, like by becoming obsorbed in some autistic hobby. But to do that you have to let go of your desire to be part of the normalfag world. It's hard though since that's what our instincts crave, I still struggle with it although I think I'm making progress.

 

[ADHD_cel]

Subhuman men can only find joy in their own little world, like by becoming obsorbed in some autistic hobby.

Actually I’m doing that a lot but sadly I’m not autistic or high IQ enough to completely let go of my mundane desires ngl tbh

 

[Antifem Lord]

It’s ovER

 

[willystroker]

Actually I’m doing that a lot but sadly I’m not autistic or high IQ enough to completely let go of my mundane desires ngl tbh

It takes a while I think. It used to occupy my mind 24/7 to the point I spent all day LDARing. Now when I wake up it bugs me a lot but as the day goes on I care less and less. By night time I'm fully into my copes. But then I go to sleep and dream about foids or whatever and it starts all over again. Hopefully that will stop someday.

 

[cvh1991]

My depression is hitting me again after seeing so many attractive people outside. Been staying in my bed the whole day and reading famous people’s biographies today. I’m trying to imagine how my life would be if I had their luck, but in reality I’ll most certainly die alone as some nameless irrelevant secondary character. That makes my life very bleak ngl.

It is pretty crushing yeah. Without real power and leverage to overhaul the system the best one can really do is try to make a lot of money by getting good education and job then using index funds or something for like 25 years at which point you could maybe afford whores in your old age. But that strategy requires a mountain of work and suffering and still isn’t guaranteed after all. You’d basically be wage slaving your life away unless you are literally one of the best programmers alive or some such or get a nepo hire somewhere cushy (unlikely). Whores aren’t even legal a lot of places so RIP. Not sure what can be done other than minimizing how much effort you put in and finding decent copes like porn/vidya.

Seems to me at least the way current western society is most men would genuinely be better off never having been born. Life as the work horse of society where people treat you badly never having love sex or a family of your own is probably not a life worth living. Some people don’t want kids but a lot of the time that’s because of finances. Regardless love and sex with/a good romantic relationship is a requirement for real happiness I think.

Most days I wish I wasn’t born but I don’t have the guts to off myself.

 

[cvh1991]

Just accept that you're not like those attractive people. They live in a different world to us, they may as well be a different species. But they are weak and ungrateful because almost everything comes easy to them. Subhuman men can only find joy in their own little world, like by becoming obsorbed in some autistic hobby. But to do that you have to let go of your desire to be part of the normalfag world. It's hard though since that's what our instincts crave, I still struggle with it although I think I'm making progress.

You’re right for what it’s worth

 

[InMemoriam]

I wouldn't even be a character, JFL.

brutal

 

[Antifem Lord]