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My life is so boring. I'm so tired of rotting in my room. Every single day, I wake up, and spend my day on my phone, scrolling .is or twitter. I'm grateful that my parents let me NEET at home, but I know that that won't always be the case. The only time I see my parents is when I'm eating dinner with them. I don't have anything to talk about with them, because nothing occurs in my life.
I didn't want this life, I just wanted to have friends, have a girlfriend that loves me, and enjoy my life. But, because of my unfortunate circumstances, which are 2/10 face, 5'7-5'8 height, shit frame and autism, I am seen as a joke. I never had genuine friends in my life, not even in childhood they were all fake too. I get stared at, laughed at, and mocked in public due to my appearance.
So because of this, loneliness and bad grades, I had to drop out of school and ever since then I've been rotting at home. I rarely ever go anywhere with my mom, and when I do, I still get a few stares or laughs from strangers walking past, and just a week ago I was at a car dealership with her and the guy working there called me a "young gentleman", because I look like a baby with my face and frame.
I really wish life didn't have to be like this, but I've been forced into a corner to avoid humiliating myself. I don't really have any copes either tbh, I can't get myself into movies or animes like you guys, and I'm too retarded to get into religion, politics, history, science etc.
Video games are boring, I rarely use my playstation. I get brutally mogged by all the characters and I struggle even on medium difficulty, which quickly removes any small joy that I get when playing.
I'm bad at everything, like I geniunely have zero talents. And I can't go out and just talk to people, because they would laugh at me and tell me to fuck off. My voice is also subhuman, so no voice chat. I spend 95% of the day in my room.
I have zero talents, zero hobbies, and due to my appearance, I'm obviously KHHV and single. I want to just forget about girls because I'll never get any, and both males and females made sure to remind me of that, because they want me to kill myself so that I'm removed from the gene pool and don't spread my shitty genes.
Because of my genetics, I have been forced to stay in my room to avoid being humiliated. I'm too pussy to commit suicide, but no human being can live like this for a whole lifetime, so I probably won't see 2030.
I didn't want this life, I just wanted to have friends, have a girlfriend that loves me, and enjoy my life. But, because of my unfortunate circumstances, which are 2/10 face, 5'7-5'8 height, shit frame and autism, I am seen as a joke. I never had genuine friends in my life, not even in childhood they were all fake too. I get stared at, laughed at, and mocked in public due to my appearance.
So because of this, loneliness and bad grades, I had to drop out of school and ever since then I've been rotting at home. I rarely ever go anywhere with my mom, and when I do, I still get a few stares or laughs from strangers walking past, and just a week ago I was at a car dealership with her and the guy working there called me a "young gentleman", because I look like a baby with my face and frame.
I really wish life didn't have to be like this, but I've been forced into a corner to avoid humiliating myself. I don't really have any copes either tbh, I can't get myself into movies or animes like you guys, and I'm too retarded to get into religion, politics, history, science etc.
Video games are boring, I rarely use my playstation. I get brutally mogged by all the characters and I struggle even on medium difficulty, which quickly removes any small joy that I get when playing.
I'm bad at everything, like I geniunely have zero talents. And I can't go out and just talk to people, because they would laugh at me and tell me to fuck off. My voice is also subhuman, so no voice chat. I spend 95% of the day in my room.
I have zero talents, zero hobbies, and due to my appearance, I'm obviously KHHV and single. I want to just forget about girls because I'll never get any, and both males and females made sure to remind me of that, because they want me to kill myself so that I'm removed from the gene pool and don't spread my shitty genes.
Because of my genetics, I have been forced to stay in my room to avoid being humiliated. I'm too pussy to commit suicide, but no human being can live like this for a whole lifetime, so I probably won't see 2030.
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