It's like life in general has a bunch of major stress stages, and you go from one to another, and that's called life. From one source of big stress to another.
And there's bonus minor stresses to fuck up your day or week or even month. There's also random stresses that you don't know where the fuck they came from, and now you have to deal with that shit.
For example, besides my general anxiety, depression, anhedonia etc... Now I have to deal with a fucking eye infection or something that won't go away for a week. Put antibiotic drops in it, turns out it's probably not an infection. I think now I might need to make new glasses cause I think my prescription is wrong cause the fucking bitch eye doctor couldn't find the proper angle or some shit, and so she gave me the basic -3.5 without any astigmatism adjustment cause I saw better with that than the other ones. But now my eye is strained and I can't fucking see properly at the end of the day, everything is double and blurry with one eye, and I tear up a lot.
Anyway, that was just a random example. Another is the fact that one filling fell out in march and I still didn't get it fixed, need a fucking crown cause that tooth has been filled from like 3 fucking sides, there's more fillings than tooth. Well, now it's more of a hole than tooth. And it's one of like 5 of my fucked up teeth, 2 being in front.
Life is full of this fucking shit, and these are just the minor, random stresses that intersperse the big stresses of life.
And there's bonus minor stresses to fuck up your day or week or even month. There's also random stresses that you don't know where the fuck they came from, and now you have to deal with that shit.
For example, besides my general anxiety, depression, anhedonia etc... Now I have to deal with a fucking eye infection or something that won't go away for a week. Put antibiotic drops in it, turns out it's probably not an infection. I think now I might need to make new glasses cause I think my prescription is wrong cause the fucking bitch eye doctor couldn't find the proper angle or some shit, and so she gave me the basic -3.5 without any astigmatism adjustment cause I saw better with that than the other ones. But now my eye is strained and I can't fucking see properly at the end of the day, everything is double and blurry with one eye, and I tear up a lot.
Anyway, that was just a random example. Another is the fact that one filling fell out in march and I still didn't get it fixed, need a fucking crown cause that tooth has been filled from like 3 fucking sides, there's more fillings than tooth. Well, now it's more of a hole than tooth. And it's one of like 5 of my fucked up teeth, 2 being in front.
Life is full of this fucking shit, and these are just the minor, random stresses that intersperse the big stresses of life.
