Venting Life is getting unbearable

[Choler]

Seriously, everyday is a struggle, normal things like falling asleep, waking up and going outside are hard, every second feels like hell, extreme anguish and pain

I live in a place with my family(dad, single mom sister(jfl), her fatherless 2yo female child, and my dad's female friend), literally fucking hell living in a small house in a shithole like brazil with a bunch of motherfuckers you hate and can't stand being around, on top of that i have adhd, insomnia and autism traits, thus making living with retarded normies impossible, i'm sensitivity to sounds and hearing a fucking child crying all day spikes my cortisol so fucking much my life is literally high cortisol af, every moment i am in agony and overthinking, i also can't stand being around people whatsoever, idk if it is the autism but being around people feels like hell, i need to stay alone and in silence to feel a drop of peace, and this is evidently impossible when u live in brazil in a house full of people

On top of this, the scum that lives with me is always watching my moves i can't lock my room because they think i'm isolating myself or some bullshit. I also don't have friends and obviously an incel, extremely ugly face, 5'11, 170lbs, skinny with child bearing hips, and poor, things will never get better, when you are poor in a third world country your destiny is sealed, you will be stuck there forever

Should you keep going when your life is like this? Suffering and anguish 24/7, unable to function like a normal person, deprived of basic needs, and 100% sure things WILL get worse, seriously what am i supposed to do?

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Falling asleep is hell for me too. I take ages to fall asleep and wake up after only a few hours sleep and can't always fall back asleep the second time. It's pure hell and I sympathize with you a lot

 

[Albertopenheimer]

in case u wana s*i*i*e: make sure u commit it properly, so u dont get disabled

 

[justuseless]

Sounds like you are suffering from depreyshun

 

[Choler]

Falling asleep is hell for me too. I take ages to fall asleep and wake up after only a few hours sleep and can't always fall back asleep the second time. It's pure hell and I sympathize with you a lot

What is the point in life when we are enduring this hell man

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

What is the point in life when we are enduring this hell man

Not much sometimes man, it’s objectively more suffering than it’s worth sometimes. Over when you can’t even rest

 

[Choler]

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Sounds like you are suffering from depreyshun

its beyond that

 

[Adolf Kitler]

in case u wana s*i*i*e: make sure u commit it properly, so u dont get disabled

 

[TheJester]

Should you keep going when your life is like this?

Thats your own choice.

 

[Choler]

Thats your own choice.

brutal

 

[Choler]

Not much sometimes man, it’s objectively more suffering than it’s worth sometimes. Over when you can’t even rest

yh if only we could sleep like a normal person all this inceldom hell would be less brutal

 

[AnApparentMyth]

Sleep is a bitch, do you sleep in a cold, or hot environment?

 

[XtremeMax]

Falling asleep is hell for me too. I take ages to fall asleep and wake up after only a few hours sleep and can't always fall back asleep the second time. It's pure hell and I sympathize with you a lot

i used to have nightmares all the time that felt insanely real. i feel intense pain in my sleep. not so much now but i dont sleep much because of this

 

[Choler]

Sleep is a bitch, do you sleep in a cold, or hot environment?

hot

 

[Choler]

i used to have nightmares all the time that felt insanely real. i feel intense pain in my sleep. not so much now but i dont sleep much because of this

how many hours of sleep you get on average?

 

[AnApparentMyth]

hot

Change this to cold, let me know how it goes. For what's it worth, sleeping in a cold environment helped me a bit.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

yh if only we could sleep like a normal person all this inceldom hell would be less brutal

Yeah, fuck it man sleep should never be this hard

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

i used to have nightmares all the time that felt insanely real. i feel intense pain in my sleep. not so much now but i dont sleep much because of this

Brutal tbh

 

[BlackPillRiceBall]

Seriously, everyday is a struggle, normal things like falling asleep, waking up and going outside are hard, every second feels like hell, extreme anguish and pain

Living as an incel is just endless misery. I hate this life.

 

[Choler]

Living as an incel is just endless misery. I hate this life.