So, as some of you know I am not longer working in warehouse logistics anymore. It was almost half a year now. I have spend all my energy there. Later on, I had to do 2 shifts at the same day. It was indeed draining but I had at least something to do although it was a bit too much at this point. I had also spend a lot of time in finding a job in the first place.
I did all of this only to have money to make my driver licence. Back in driving school people there were about from 17 to 18 years old. They were even forced by their parents to make their driver licence. How can they be that ungrateful? Their parents pay for it, they are still going to school, having a lots of friends, having a normal life. What is wrong with them?
Most likely people ignored me in driving school, specially females. But there was this one time where all the focus was on me. I do not know why though. It was about statistics, why men are more involved in car accidents and so on. The topic then went from that to more testosterone and that men have to proof themselves etc. Eventually it was about even females, what they are looking for in a men and the differences on how females are looking for men. I then gave a signal that I wanted to answer that question. Most people then looked at me for some reason, specially females. They really want to destroy my penis. But that will not happen since he is ironclad.
I said; The only thing a female has to do is just to create an account on Tinder and then she will have all options between different men. There was no reaction from the females at all, but some boys there laughed. But not in a sense of ''this is garbage''. They even acknowledged it on some level.
Now I am once again looking for a job. I can say that it is really over in this regard. In every field you need to have experience beforehand. There was an employment notice for a delivery man. Unfortunately I cannot do that because of the driver licence pill. The salary is even good. They pay about 2400 Euro per month.
For other jobs you already need an apprenticeship. I have applied myself for numerous apprenticeship places, but I only received declination. This is really a dead end here. What am I supposed to do, seriously? I stuck within a never ending loop. Even if I do find an apprenticeship, I am now 25 years old.
My life right now is this:
1. I still live with my parents as a 25 year ol supposed man
2. Never had a girlfriend
3. The only job I could get was a low-level job in warehouse logistics, before that years of unemployment
4. No apprenticeship
5. No friends or any kind of social circle
6. Started a driver licence with 24
Seriously, that does not look good at all. If I look at me and what I have accomplished so far, I am truly disgusted by it. All I can do now is to compensate via hitting the gym brutally. Perhaps I can make a business about that, starting a YouTube channel where I will do brutal stuff within the gym. Make a tutorial on how to turn females into your personal barbells. Eventually people will have to pay me, so I do not end up killing them.
I did all of this only to have money to make my driver licence. Back in driving school people there were about from 17 to 18 years old. They were even forced by their parents to make their driver licence. How can they be that ungrateful? Their parents pay for it, they are still going to school, having a lots of friends, having a normal life. What is wrong with them?
Most likely people ignored me in driving school, specially females. But there was this one time where all the focus was on me. I do not know why though. It was about statistics, why men are more involved in car accidents and so on. The topic then went from that to more testosterone and that men have to proof themselves etc. Eventually it was about even females, what they are looking for in a men and the differences on how females are looking for men. I then gave a signal that I wanted to answer that question. Most people then looked at me for some reason, specially females. They really want to destroy my penis. But that will not happen since he is ironclad.
I said; The only thing a female has to do is just to create an account on Tinder and then she will have all options between different men. There was no reaction from the females at all, but some boys there laughed. But not in a sense of ''this is garbage''. They even acknowledged it on some level.
Now I am once again looking for a job. I can say that it is really over in this regard. In every field you need to have experience beforehand. There was an employment notice for a delivery man. Unfortunately I cannot do that because of the driver licence pill. The salary is even good. They pay about 2400 Euro per month.
For other jobs you already need an apprenticeship. I have applied myself for numerous apprenticeship places, but I only received declination. This is really a dead end here. What am I supposed to do, seriously? I stuck within a never ending loop. Even if I do find an apprenticeship, I am now 25 years old.
My life right now is this:
1. I still live with my parents as a 25 year ol supposed man
2. Never had a girlfriend
3. The only job I could get was a low-level job in warehouse logistics, before that years of unemployment
4. No apprenticeship
5. No friends or any kind of social circle
6. Started a driver licence with 24
Seriously, that does not look good at all. If I look at me and what I have accomplished so far, I am truly disgusted by it. All I can do now is to compensate via hitting the gym brutally. Perhaps I can make a business about that, starting a YouTube channel where I will do brutal stuff within the gym. Make a tutorial on how to turn females into your personal barbells. Eventually people will have to pay me, so I do not end up killing them.
