Does anyone get that feeling in general that your accomplishments are no longer considered of any value? Does this eat away at your soul as you continue life? Are you filled with resentment and hatred as a result of this? Do your professors, teachers, instructors, or god forbid, your parents treat all of your accomplishments with minimal respect and attention? Do they see your hardest of work as something less while Chad or Stacy get more chances and praise for work ethic that was way below yours? Are you constantly judged despite you having this intuitive feeling that you have something great to reveal to this world? A passion? While you have this passion, Chad is judged as smart despite his dire achievement or skill due to his social status, looks, etc. This feeling is accompanied by the feeling that you're trapped. A feeling where you know you have something great to offer but you're chasing a door to freedom and liberation that you will likely never reach in your lifetime. You constantly question yourself for this reason. You become paranoid and others become paranoid of you. You constantly question to yourself and sometimes during outbursts to others: Why don't you consider me smart? I have put in every ounce of my effort into perfecting an image of myself. Why do you view me as an immoral and slothful being? I'm a Christian perhaps, or follow a theological doctrine that adheres to the clean spirit as fundamental. Do you not also, most importantly, question every decision in your life?
