Ok now that you got baited, let me tell you about my goals in life.
- Make 600-700$ a month 100% online, inflation adjusted year by year.
- Have a loyal 5/10 GF brunette with long black hair (any race) that loves me for who I am.
- Cuddle with my GF, watch movies and do normie stuff and live a normal life.
I think this is pretty much all I need in my life. But this is just impossible to get for someone so ugly as me it is brutal. My goals are very humble I feel? I do not think I want too much from this world do I? I just want some bare minimum living standard and a GF that likes me just as I like her so we can have some genuine attraction and a humble life.
I would spend time doing my online grift, reading mind-food books and developing my physical body, going out on walks and on the beach with my GF, going to places spending time together, then cuddling in bed at night as I fall asleep I would hold her and have some intimacy in my life. I would have a purpose for my development beyond it being just a means to drive me forward in life.
INB4 IT tells me I have 'unrealistic' standards or whatever JFL.
I think I genuinely upset my destiny by emigrating out of my Slavic shithole. I wasn't meant to survive, I wasn't meant to come to United Cuckdome and grow up here. I was meant to die in a mud trench in some meaningless Slavic civil war (edition 9999) at a ripe age of 18, that was my destiny. The way I lived my life for the past 7 years does not even befit a wild beast. At least animals struggle for survival, they act on instinct while I had no such concerns, my survival was guaranteed so I just let myself rot for all this years, hiding like a coward from a conclusion of such behavior; death.
Truly pitiful way to live a life I see it now.
- Make 600-700$ a month 100% online, inflation adjusted year by year.
- Have a loyal 5/10 GF brunette with long black hair (any race) that loves me for who I am.
- Cuddle with my GF, watch movies and do normie stuff and live a normal life.
I think this is pretty much all I need in my life. But this is just impossible to get for someone so ugly as me it is brutal. My goals are very humble I feel? I do not think I want too much from this world do I? I just want some bare minimum living standard and a GF that likes me just as I like her so we can have some genuine attraction and a humble life.
I would spend time doing my online grift, reading mind-food books and developing my physical body, going out on walks and on the beach with my GF, going to places spending time together, then cuddling in bed at night as I fall asleep I would hold her and have some intimacy in my life. I would have a purpose for my development beyond it being just a means to drive me forward in life.
INB4 IT tells me I have 'unrealistic' standards or whatever JFL.
I think I genuinely upset my destiny by emigrating out of my Slavic shithole. I wasn't meant to survive, I wasn't meant to come to United Cuckdome and grow up here. I was meant to die in a mud trench in some meaningless Slavic civil war (edition 9999) at a ripe age of 18, that was my destiny. The way I lived my life for the past 7 years does not even befit a wild beast. At least animals struggle for survival, they act on instinct while I had no such concerns, my survival was guaranteed so I just let myself rot for all this years, hiding like a coward from a conclusion of such behavior; death.
Truly pitiful way to live a life I see it now.
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