Venting League addiction

[Vipo1w]

Yesterday I went to play league like I do every day. I always sleep around 2 am, but today I was playing my "last" game at 1:30 am, but I was so angry about the game, that I said I would only sleep when I won the next one .
Result: I lost 8 matches in a row, and i sleeped at 5:17 in the morning, I only have 4 hours of sleep.
I'm ruining my life, I don't even like this shit game anymore, I only play because I want to be good and have a high rank, I'm a diamond and I wanted to be at least grand master, because I want to be recognized in something in life, something I never I went.
I removed all my online and real friendships because I was only focused on League, all of this to be oscillating between emerald and diamond. Damn, I'm a piece of shit.
I stopped talking to my friends, I started ignoring them all, I stopped going to the gym, I started leaving the house, I stay locked inside the house all day long playing lol and watching videos.
I'm going to be 20 this year, and I've never kissed anyone, I'm a virgin, I've never worked and earned a salary.
I'm a fucking failure, I just want to be a normal person.
I'm a fucking truecel, i'm a piece of shit, fuck my self

 

[Starfish Vs Koala]

 

[drowningindenial]

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[kaijicel]

i love league aswell and play it too much, but im not as high rank as you

 

[Karakol96]

How can you play that boring ass game

 

[Vipo1w]

How can you play that boring ass game

I don't play because is fun, i play because is competitive and i want to be good at the game, cause i never been good in anything in my life

 

[Karakol96]

I don't play because is fun, i play because is competitive and i want to be good at the game, cause i never been good in anything in my life

Brutal. I used to cope like that with csgo but it caused me too much stress

 

[Vipo1w]

Brutal. I used to cope like that with csgo but it caused me too much stress

League cause me stress too, but before league i was used to cope with Brawlhalla, i almost was a proplayer in that game

 

[Abgesang]

I will never in my life play league fuck that.

League players are like wow and overwatch players they are ranting about their games but will never quit.

Slaves to their bad games

they just dont know any better poor souls

they simply do not realize that you are supposed to enjoy video games.

 

[Starfish Vs Koala]

I will never in my life play league fuck that.

View attachment 1362631 League players are like wow and overwatch players they are ranting about their games but will never quit.

View attachment 1362633Slaves to their bad gamesView attachment 1362635 they just dont know any better poor souls View attachment 1362637they simply do not realize that you are supposed to enjoy video games.

 

[Abgesang]

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[justuseless]

League of legends? I watched that lesbian show arcane and wanted to play it but it straightup looks and sounds ass

 

[Vipo1w]

I will never in my life play league fuck that.

View attachment 1362631 League players are like wow and overwatch players they are ranting about their games but will never quit.

View attachment 1362633Slaves to their bad gamesView attachment 1362635 they just dont know any better poor souls View attachment 1362637they simply do not realize that you are supposed to enjoy video games.

I can't enjoy video games dude, i try to play minecraft, stardew valley, and all this kind of cozy games but i can't, it's fun playing on the first day, but playing this games for a week feel so repetitive.
And after being tired of these games i go back to the competitive ones like League or Brawlhalla

 

[Vipo1w]

League of legends? I watched that lesbian show arcane and wanted to play it but it straightup looks and sounds ass

I hate arcane, because of this shit series that's a lot of people trolling my games trying to play with arcane characters, all dumbs that will be stucked in diamond forever

 

[CounterfeitStarfish]

Ok GrAY

 

[Subhuman Niceguy]

I stopped talking to my friends

Kek, at even having irl friends greyniggER.

 

[SilverBullet]

Brutal. I used to cope like that with csgo but it caused me too much stress

I physically can’t play competitive games anymore. I was shit at every game i played and would get insanely pissed. Now that I can hardly scream anymore due to my fucked up jaw I quit to play singleplayer games

 

[RechargedSamsung]

I lost a rocket LEAGUE tournament last night very ragefuel

 

[Vipo1w]

Kek, at even having irl friends greyniggER.

I'm greycoomer