Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I don't know what it is about me, but I'm not just lazy. I have some sort of mental problem, besides my crippling depression and personality disorders. I can't, for the life of me do anything. I haven't done anything except sit in front of my computer since I can remember. Everything I've ever done except that was out of necessity: school or work that had to be done or I'd be homeless and starving.
Idk what it is but it's agonizing. Can't improve myself, can't get any satisfaction, can't do anything in life. I'm basically just some sort of lazy robot, going through the motions, doing the bare minimum to survive.
Like, seriously, I just watched videos about people making hundreds/thousands of dollars a month hacking/botting in runescape. But no, a retard like me is too lazy to do anything.
Fuck, I even live in a country where 200$ a month is considered a good salary. I'm pathetic in all fucking aspects.
Idk what it is but it's agonizing. Can't improve myself, can't get any satisfaction, can't do anything in life. I'm basically just some sort of lazy robot, going through the motions, doing the bare minimum to survive.
Like, seriously, I just watched videos about people making hundreds/thousands of dollars a month hacking/botting in runescape. But no, a retard like me is too lazy to do anything.
Fuck, I even live in a country where 200$ a month is considered a good salary. I'm pathetic in all fucking aspects.