Serious Last week, I saw the foid who rejected me in high school.

[wizardcel]

Last Friday, I went on a trip to my parents' hometown. When I boarded the bus and took my seat, I noticed the foid who I used to go to high school with coming on board. She sat three seats away from me. She looked back at my direction, but I don't know if she recognized me or not. She has put on a lot of weight. She is a mother now. She was with a little girl who seemed to be six years old. No doubt her daughter since she kept calling her mom during the trip.

I don't know how I feel about this, to be honest. I liked this girl back in 8th grade. I hadn't seen her in 10 years. I know she's fat and really unattractive now but the image of that dimple-faced 14-year-old girl came to my mind. It made me realize how far behind I am. Everyone has moved on, but me. I'm still living the life of a teenager who has just left his parents' home. It's a really odd feeling, almost like a longing for something which I haven't experienced. Seeing that girl woke me up to the fact that I wish I had become a father, got married and had a good job. I don't know if anyone here has ever seen his onetis after a long time, especially if she has a family of her own now. It's a weird feeling which is hard to describe.

 

[Six]

Its Over.

 

[Angry_runt]

Seeing that girl woke me up to the fact that I wish I had become a father, got married and had a good job.

I sometimes feel like that too. Then I go to a store on a Saturday or Sunday morning when a lot of parents take their kids along and suddenly I don't want to be a parent any more.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

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[Deleted member 14490]

It is over, friend.

 

[Rice Cel]

Go ER

 

[BummerDrummerOG]

shoulda went up to her and called her a whale and told her she'd be better off with you

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I hear you everyone is having jobs and kids now it makes me feel so incredibly old.

 

[Mainländer]

Very interesting story, especially this part:

I know she's fat and really unattractive now but the image of that dimple-faced 14-year-old girl came to my mind.

A lot of people say "what will you pedos (also meaning hebe and ephebophiles) will do once your girl has grown up"?

The answer to that is, the fact you got with her at her prime will leave a permanent mark on your brain forever. You'll always see that young prime girl when looking to her, I've already listened to some accounts about it, one of them from an also old and fat foid, she said her husband told her that he still sees that 15 yo girl he married with when looking to her.

Furthermore, the difference between a pedo/hebe/ephebophile and a "normal" guy is just quantitative and not qualitative, as an adult but still fertile and young foid will also grow old and unattractive to him.

 

[FBI OPEN UP!]

Yeah it feels like everyone is moving forward in time when I'm staying in place, static.

 

[Ignas]

Very interesting story, especially this part:



A lot of people say "what will you pedos (also meaning hebe and ephebophiles) will do once your girl has grown up"?

The answer to that is, the fact you got with her at her prime will leave a permanent mark on your brain forever. You'll always see that young prime girl when looking to her, I've already listened to some accounts about it, one of them from an also old and fat foid, she said her husband told her that he still sees that 15 yo girl he married with when looking to her.

Furthermore, the difference between a pedo/hebe/ephebophile and a "normal" guy is just quantitative and not qualitative, as an adult but still fertile and young foid will also grow old and unattractive to him.

Cryfuel. Even if we ascend, we will live in agony knowing that we're not that special guy deep in her mind. We may be special but it will never be our name who's written in her mind as that first love guy who placed a beautiful mark on her mind and heart who gives butterflies in her stomach everytime she thinks about cute love. We'll carry this thought of failure all the way to our deathbed

 

[Six]

Cryfuel. Even if we ascend, we will live in agony knowing that we're not that special guy deep in her mind. We may be special but it will never be our name who's written in her mind as that first love guy who placed a beautiful mark on her mind and heart who gives butterflies in her stomach everytime she thinks about cute love. We'll carry this thought of failure all the way to our deathbed

High IQ.

 

[wizardcel]

Cryfuel. Even if we ascend, we will live in agony knowing that we're not that special guy deep in her mind. We may be special but it will never be our name who's written in her mind as that first love guy who placed a beautiful mark on her mind and heart who gives butterflies in her stomach everytime she thinks about cute love. We'll carry this thought of failure all the way to our deathbed

Beautiful words. And normans still think we're monsters lol. No Chad or normie would be capable of such profound reasoning.

 

[GetFucked]

Better to not have a kid when you're not even financially prepared. She's probably a single mother whose forced to take the bus because of poor life choices. And women always balloon up once they get married and can live off alimony and child support.

 

[Dregster]

Cryfuel. Even if we ascend, we will live in agony knowing that we're not that special guy deep in her mind. We may be special but it will never be our name who's written in her mind as that first love guy who placed a beautiful mark on her mind and heart who gives butterflies in her stomach everytime she thinks about cute love. We'll carry this thought of failure all the way to our deathbed

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[wizardcel]

Better to not have a kid when you're not even financially prepared. She's probably a single mother whose forced to take the bus because of poor life choices. And women always balloon up once they get married and can live off alimony and child support.

No point in trying to start a family as an utter genetic trash such as myself. I wouldn't want to create another incel. I've given up on trying to find someone. I've accepted it's over. I may not sound like it, but I'm actually one of the most blackpilled users here.

 

[ManletHalfCurry]

Cryfuel. Even if we ascend, we will live in agony knowing that we're not that special guy deep in her mind. We may be special but it will never be our name who's written in her mind as that first love guy who placed a beautiful mark on her mind and heart who gives butterflies in her stomach everytime she thinks about cute love. We'll carry this thought of failure all the way to our deathbed

Reading this made me want to rope lol

 

[ShadowMonk]

I feel for you wizardcel.
Take refuge in how good we've become at Coping. I wouldn't trade my copes for none of my old classmates current existence.

 

[Reprobus]

I don't know how I feel about this, to be honest. I liked this girl back in 8th grade. I hadn't seen her in 10 years. I know she's fat and really unattractive now but the image of that dimple-faced 14-year-old girl came to my mind. It made me realize how far behind I am. Everyone has moved on, but me. I'm still living the life of a teenager who has just left his parents' home. It's a really odd feeling, almost like a longing for something which I haven't experienced. Seeing that girl woke me up to the fact that I wish I had become a father, got married and had a good job. I don't know if anyone here has ever seen his onetis after a long time, especially if she has a family of her own now. It's a weird feeling which is hard to describe.

Damn this really hit home