lowz1r
nothing will ever fill the void
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- Joined
- Jun 1, 2024
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so just a few years ago, when i was still a bluepilled soy and i still had hope, i was in much better shape and i had a will to live because i had the false hope of one day getting a gf.
but as the years went by, I grew more and more impatient. I would say around late 2023 is when i first started becoming very angry at my situation and its roughly when i started giving up but i was still somewhat trying.
fast forward to 2024, and i have completely given up on any hope of ascending, and i have been rotting since the start of 2024. I have completely lost my appetite and i frequently get chest pain from getting stressed easily and overall my health has been noticeably deteriorating.
Being a 20 year old KHHV has really done a number on me. i spend most of my free time rotting and doing absolutely nothing, not even bothering with copes anymore.
The moral of the story is, the teenlovepill will destroy you when you reach adulthood as a KHHV. It is the most absolutely brutal thing in existence, and I've had really brutal things happen to be outside of just inceldom. No matter what shitty experiences I've had to endure, nothing destroyed me more than missing out on teen love, something i always fantasized about since i was roughly 12 years old.
but as the years went by, I grew more and more impatient. I would say around late 2023 is when i first started becoming very angry at my situation and its roughly when i started giving up but i was still somewhat trying.
fast forward to 2024, and i have completely given up on any hope of ascending, and i have been rotting since the start of 2024. I have completely lost my appetite and i frequently get chest pain from getting stressed easily and overall my health has been noticeably deteriorating.
Being a 20 year old KHHV has really done a number on me. i spend most of my free time rotting and doing absolutely nothing, not even bothering with copes anymore.
The moral of the story is, the teenlovepill will destroy you when you reach adulthood as a KHHV. It is the most absolutely brutal thing in existence, and I've had really brutal things happen to be outside of just inceldom. No matter what shitty experiences I've had to endure, nothing destroyed me more than missing out on teen love, something i always fantasized about since i was roughly 12 years old.