Knowing i can end my life anytime and escape all trouble and this horrible existence is liberating.

[depressedcursedlosr]

I'm happy.

(Sorry for the many post threads I just needed to say this.)

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Agreed. Any time of my choosing, I can bail out if things get too unbearable.

 

[depressedcursedlosr]

Agreed. Any time of my choosing, I can bail out if things get too unbearable.

 

[Animecel2D]

But can you really? Roping is never as easy you think it is

 

[Moroccancel]

Well, that assuming after death there is just nothingness.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

It's not easy in many places as they have no guns

 

[VideoGameCoper]

But can you really? Roping is never as easy you think it is

It unironically is as long as you aren't in some cucked country with no guns. Would take nothing to do it when you are completely beaten down and in agony

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

It is merely the illusion of choice my dear friend. Everything has already been decided a long time ago.

 

[Animecel2D]

It unironically is as long as you aren't in some cucked country with no guns. Would take nothing to do it when you are completely beaten down and in agony

Cuckstralia is one of those countries unfortunately. It’s possible but quite difficult and time consuming to get a license for it apparently. Through illegal means? Yeah that’s somewhat easier I guess but you have to know the right people or take a risk on the darknet to buy guns there.

Personally I have been driven to the edge before and came really close to ending it using a knife. I was really drunk and in a completely unstable state of mind, and yet after being so close to actually using the knife on myself, I stopped and threw it away after feeling my survival instinct kick in with a force to be reckoned with.

I realized then that I will never get as close to killing myself as back then, in my lowest and most unstable state of mind where I felt completely crushed and suicidal. I won’t get another chance like that again unless some situation in my life changes catastrophically for the worse

 

[HotDogCel]

But can you really? Roping is never as easy you think it is

exaclty, I felt liberated when I realized I could just rope anytime. And after I just couldn't I never felt so afraid and traped in life

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Cuckstralia is one of those countries unfortunately. It’s possible but quite difficult and time consuming to get a license for it apparently. Through illegal means? Yeah that’s somewhat easier I guess but you have to know the right people or take a risk on the darknet to buy guns there.

Personally I have been driven to the edge before and came really close to ending it using a knife. I was really drunk and in a completely unstable state of mind, and yet after being so close to actually using the knife on myself, I stopped and threw it away after feeling my survival instinct kick in with a force to be reckoned with.

I realized then that I will never get as close to killing myself as back then, in my lowest and most unstable state of mind where I felt completely crushed and suicidal. I won’t get another chance like that again unless some situation in my life changes catastrophically for the worse

I see. Sucks we have to suffer like this man. We don't deserve it. I'd never use a knife because it's too painful and high chance of failure. I'd either put a bullet though my brain or do nothing at all. That's the nice thing about guns. You either do it or you don't. Easy to opt out of it if you decide to live, and if you pull the trigger, there are no second thoughts because it happens so fast. I've seen what bullets do to 2x4 boards during target practicing, so it would finish you instantly. I was dead serious on killing myself at age 16 because my physical health was absolutely horrible on top of inceldom, but I decided not to so I wouldn't hurt my parents. If my mom passed away, then I'd have nobody really to live for, and if things got really bad at that point, I could easily see myself doing it.

 

[Kinkcel1]

Cuckstralia is one of those countries unfortunately. It’s possible but quite difficult and time consuming to get a license for it apparently. Through illegal means? Yeah that’s somewhat easier I guess but you have to know the right people or take a risk on the darknet to buy guns there.

Personally I have been driven to the edge before and came really close to ending it using a knife. I was really drunk and in a completely unstable state of mind, and yet after being so close to actually using the knife on myself, I stopped and threw it away after feeling my survival instinct kick in with a force to be reckoned with.

I realized then that I will never get as close to killing myself as back then, in my lowest and most unstable state of mind where I felt completely crushed and suicidal. I won’t get another chance like that again unless some situation in my life changes catastrophically for the worse

Same, regarding the cucked gun laws. And I've also had very similar suicidal and dark moments in past.