One of my first posts kind of touched on this but everyone said i was larping. I dont care if you believe me or not but knowing a chad was really brutal for me,
It just puts into perspective how bad you have it in comparison, seeing how many nudes he was getting, how many girls begged to fuck him on a daily basis, it snapped me in half. When we used to hang out he would always have girls snapchatting him asking if he was available to fuck, he told me the girls would like ask him to spit in their mouths and choke them, (keep in mind these were 13-16yo range, he was around 16 at the time). He would often skip going home because of his abusive drug-addicted mom and sleep over at other girls houses, he told me he fucked one of his ex-girlfriends mom also. He also had the occasional college slut hit message him for sex, he claimed the oldest girl he fucked was 26(although if he fucked that girls mom then id assume shes older than 26, so maybe that was a larp)
The worst part is that hes incredibly narcissistic and bluepilled, he often tries to virtue signals others into believing their personality is the problem and even seems to be self-aware of blackpill shit (some of his snapchat story posts were about how he won the genetic lottery).
I already have a fragile ego so hearing this shit practically shattered any and all hope i had at ascension.
It just puts into perspective how bad you have it in comparison, seeing how many nudes he was getting, how many girls begged to fuck him on a daily basis, it snapped me in half. When we used to hang out he would always have girls snapchatting him asking if he was available to fuck, he told me the girls would like ask him to spit in their mouths and choke them, (keep in mind these were 13-16yo range, he was around 16 at the time). He would often skip going home because of his abusive drug-addicted mom and sleep over at other girls houses, he told me he fucked one of his ex-girlfriends mom also. He also had the occasional college slut hit message him for sex, he claimed the oldest girl he fucked was 26(although if he fucked that girls mom then id assume shes older than 26, so maybe that was a larp)
The worst part is that hes incredibly narcissistic and bluepilled, he often tries to virtue signals others into believing their personality is the problem and even seems to be self-aware of blackpill shit (some of his snapchat story posts were about how he won the genetic lottery).
I already have a fragile ego so hearing this shit practically shattered any and all hope i had at ascension.
